Oh Lambano, I'm so sorry you had that tragic experience! No one should go through what you did! Keep in mind that "Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted." -- Psalm 34:18I asked in Jesus's name for healing for my son's cancer. I didn't get it. Some brothers and sisters in Christ who are a lot holier and a lot more faithful than me joined me in that prayer. He still died, which glorifies neither the Father nor the Son. Now what?
Was that promise just for the 11 guys (12 apostles minus Judas Iscariot) in that room, not for us?
Death for humans is a temporary injustice. -- Hebrews 2:14-18
Even God Himself suffered through that, watching His Son die a painful death... and He allowed that to happen, on our behalf; for our everlasting benefit.
But Jehovah has an "appointed time" when He will step in. (Revelation 11:18) His 'Kingdom will come, and His Will will soon be done on Earth.' --Matthew 6:9,10
Just think how patient God has been, patiently waiting for His set time to step in once those issues in Genesis 3 get resolved. We're in the Last Days, God's Day will be here, and you'll get justice... you'll be reunited with your son in the Resurrection. (John 5:28,29) We'll all be reunited with our loved ones. Imagine all families, reunited with their loved ones!
That will be the ultimate answer to our prayers!
Christian love from your cousin, TazzJazz