I was thinking of the rebellion of Lucifer and our alleged free will as God’s creations and I have had the revelation that God is a cruel game master and selfishly sets Lucifer and the human race as his pawns for his own egotistical and sadistic nature.
In the beginning, God created everything, the heavens and the earth, however this was not enough for him as he too created beings whose sole purpose were to praise him and hail his glory. This alone sets the tone of this session.
God boasts his benevolence by giving his Archangels free will, the ability to worship or defy him. This begs to question “why?”. Why would a Loving God intentionally plant the seed of doubt or distrust in the hearts of his own creations if not for the purpose to see them suffer? God, in his own arrogance and selfishness, demands the constant praise and worship of Archangels as well as the rest of the court of Heaven and in his cruelty places unrest in the heart and mind of Lucifer. Without God there is nothing. Without God’s will, there would be no seed of doubt, if God’s Will were to be pure and kind, his creations would love him mindlessly. It would be a mindless existence, but it would be a pure one. An existence of only love and admiration of God. But God is not loving, he is a cruel and vengeful God who gives the “gift” of free will and then condemns those who use it.
The creation of Adam and Eve is a further look into the madness of God. To create a single being in the Garden of Eden and to make him long and pine for a partner, someone to be his companion… What is the purpose of this if not to make his creation suffer? God knows all, God knows that Lucifer will tempt Eve and she will tempt Adam. God is all knowing yet he still creates the human race and watches the downfall from the glory of God. The glory that he wishes to be maintained yet he allows and wills to be tarnished. God is cold and cruel in this. A sadistic puppeteer holding the human race on strings of gut and blood, knowing our frailty in his hands he still creates disease and famine.
Lucifer is said to have intimate knowledge of God, what could be so horrible that it causes him to mistrust his own creator? The fact that without God there is nothing, no happiness, no hate, no sickness or death, and no light of life. And perhaps worst of all, the very fact that we are born into Sin. We do not fall from his grace and glory through our own actions, he purposefully sets us away from him at birth. The cruelty of damning innocent stillborn babies to Hell because of our existence on Earth.
All of these things stem from God. All of these things are used to bring glory to God or to punish those who question his will. Lucifer must have seen this in the eyes and heart of God. He must have known the cruelty of God when all others chose to ignore it. Lucifer is the Fallen Angel, cast out of Heaven for his sight, cast out of Heaven for the sight that God gave him. We too are cast from God’s glory, a fact that God, if he does in fact exist, would have known would happen.
For God to know all and still allow this, he is not a loving god, or a kind god, he is a purely vengeful and sick god who takes joy in the suffering of his creations. Watching his lab mice panic and suffer to chew their own limbs off to free themselves of the traps he has set in place for them, traps that he controls, and existence that he controls.. This is god’s sight, this is god’s will. Does this make god feel happy? Perhaps not, but it certainly makes him feel powerful.
In the beginning, God created everything, the heavens and the earth, however this was not enough for him as he too created beings whose sole purpose were to praise him and hail his glory. This alone sets the tone of this session.
God boasts his benevolence by giving his Archangels free will, the ability to worship or defy him. This begs to question “why?”. Why would a Loving God intentionally plant the seed of doubt or distrust in the hearts of his own creations if not for the purpose to see them suffer? God, in his own arrogance and selfishness, demands the constant praise and worship of Archangels as well as the rest of the court of Heaven and in his cruelty places unrest in the heart and mind of Lucifer. Without God there is nothing. Without God’s will, there would be no seed of doubt, if God’s Will were to be pure and kind, his creations would love him mindlessly. It would be a mindless existence, but it would be a pure one. An existence of only love and admiration of God. But God is not loving, he is a cruel and vengeful God who gives the “gift” of free will and then condemns those who use it.
The creation of Adam and Eve is a further look into the madness of God. To create a single being in the Garden of Eden and to make him long and pine for a partner, someone to be his companion… What is the purpose of this if not to make his creation suffer? God knows all, God knows that Lucifer will tempt Eve and she will tempt Adam. God is all knowing yet he still creates the human race and watches the downfall from the glory of God. The glory that he wishes to be maintained yet he allows and wills to be tarnished. God is cold and cruel in this. A sadistic puppeteer holding the human race on strings of gut and blood, knowing our frailty in his hands he still creates disease and famine.
Lucifer is said to have intimate knowledge of God, what could be so horrible that it causes him to mistrust his own creator? The fact that without God there is nothing, no happiness, no hate, no sickness or death, and no light of life. And perhaps worst of all, the very fact that we are born into Sin. We do not fall from his grace and glory through our own actions, he purposefully sets us away from him at birth. The cruelty of damning innocent stillborn babies to Hell because of our existence on Earth.
All of these things stem from God. All of these things are used to bring glory to God or to punish those who question his will. Lucifer must have seen this in the eyes and heart of God. He must have known the cruelty of God when all others chose to ignore it. Lucifer is the Fallen Angel, cast out of Heaven for his sight, cast out of Heaven for the sight that God gave him. We too are cast from God’s glory, a fact that God, if he does in fact exist, would have known would happen.
For God to know all and still allow this, he is not a loving god, or a kind god, he is a purely vengeful and sick god who takes joy in the suffering of his creations. Watching his lab mice panic and suffer to chew their own limbs off to free themselves of the traps he has set in place for them, traps that he controls, and existence that he controls.. This is god’s sight, this is god’s will. Does this make god feel happy? Perhaps not, but it certainly makes him feel powerful.