I don't mean physically i mean mentaly and spiritually. Mentaly because i was told that i have autism i was bummed out for a week.
Spiritaly because although i am seeking more christian religon and beliefs i feel like i am in quick sand and slowy sinking while i find something to set me free . I say this cause i still stuck in the Jw religion and still scared to leave (despite wanting to leave).
I feel like i am harming myself by not making the decison to give up the jw lifestyle and religon and seek more christian things.
Bonus post 3rd watchtower meeting. Nothing special bout the talk just jws version of the talk. Wt study was more hypocritical than the last two. Basically talking avout how the jws need have facts. Avoid "apostate sites" and that satan is the only enemy of the jws and that you are either on jws or your ob the apostate side with satan.
So yeah sorry for not posting for while had the hurricane here and was not really motivated to post anything.
I been reading john i am on chapter 20.
Spiritaly because although i am seeking more christian religon and beliefs i feel like i am in quick sand and slowy sinking while i find something to set me free . I say this cause i still stuck in the Jw religion and still scared to leave (despite wanting to leave).
I feel like i am harming myself by not making the decison to give up the jw lifestyle and religon and seek more christian things.
Bonus post 3rd watchtower meeting. Nothing special bout the talk just jws version of the talk. Wt study was more hypocritical than the last two. Basically talking avout how the jws need have facts. Avoid "apostate sites" and that satan is the only enemy of the jws and that you are either on jws or your ob the apostate side with satan.
So yeah sorry for not posting for while had the hurricane here and was not really motivated to post anything.
I been reading john i am on chapter 20.