Hi sbg,But I think I've come to see I might fail in trust too at some point. I'm just really weak.
I have to say this about me too! But at every moment when I trust, that moment is wonderful and powerful, and the more I do it, the more those moments string together into a life, and I think that's what God intends for us.
It's really not anything more than like a small child grabbing onto dad's pant's leg hoping to be OK.
Of course, my dad was gone when I was 2, so I never learned what that was like from him. Maybe that has something to do with why it's taking me so long.
When the outcome is assured, we can be far less concerned over the small stumbles, lest they become even bigger when we think they destroy us.
Much love!