It's okay, you can't grasp the concept. Jesus expected that some would not;
"Who, as He already existed in the form of God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped," Phil. 2:6
All biblical concepts point to the same truth -> Jesus explicitly tells us who his God and the God of his followers is.
I’ve listened to his voice. I’ve listened to your voice. I know which one to follow and have.
I’m not here to convert you or anyone else. I’m also not here to discuss that which Board policy says must not be discussed.