Hello everybody.
My name is Ian. I have not lived a good life, never taken religion seriously. I have sinned badly, in a multitude of ways.
For a long time now I have felt wretched. Cursed even. Like I am being tormented or tested. I have lost many things dear to me, and I have cursed God.
Recently I have begun to notice things which worry me. I see evil all around me. In our rulers, our educational systems, our media. The companies we buy from, the celebrities we idolise. In music, in film. In the opinions we are forced to accept.
I feel like my eyes have been opened to a very dark world.
I was raised a Catholic but I turned my back on that as a child. I look to the Catholic church now as a broken institution lead by Freemasons.
I do not know where to turn for guidance, other than to follow my own sense of morality.
I want to repent for my sins, I want to pray for the strength to fix the things in my life I have neglected, to help others where I can.
I was drawn here. I have introduced myself, and hope to hear from somebody who understands me.
My name is Ian. I have not lived a good life, never taken religion seriously. I have sinned badly, in a multitude of ways.
For a long time now I have felt wretched. Cursed even. Like I am being tormented or tested. I have lost many things dear to me, and I have cursed God.
Recently I have begun to notice things which worry me. I see evil all around me. In our rulers, our educational systems, our media. The companies we buy from, the celebrities we idolise. In music, in film. In the opinions we are forced to accept.
I feel like my eyes have been opened to a very dark world.
I was raised a Catholic but I turned my back on that as a child. I look to the Catholic church now as a broken institution lead by Freemasons.
I do not know where to turn for guidance, other than to follow my own sense of morality.
I want to repent for my sins, I want to pray for the strength to fix the things in my life I have neglected, to help others where I can.
I was drawn here. I have introduced myself, and hope to hear from somebody who understands me.