Yes, I fell from a very high place and it was devastating. I was in a daze for the first few years after that. I thought I'd blown it with God...in a permanent rejection. But over time I came to realize that I did great when the grace was raining...but the Lord wanted me to humble myself and be a dew seeker...seeking His touch in the early morning every day. DAVID was able to glean the dew every day...it's old school, but it works! So if there is no rain, there is still the dew. Righteousness is about DEW-ing. ;) I am at great peace now...the most peace I have ever known apart from being in the kingdom realm. :)I remember this Epi from the old 2004 forum. You fell very hard. I wonder if you are fully recovered from it. Instead of accepting you are just a man in need for forgiveness like anyone else you are now trying to get back to the 2.5 years of total victory over sin? How did that work out? How about it today? How long are you without sin today?
Jesus loves you man.
My doctrine shall drop as the rain, my speech shall distill as the dew, as the small rain upon the tender herb, and as the showers upon the grass: Deut 32:2
There are guests (the righteous) and there is the Bride (saints) but there is a third category...the devout, the Chasidim, who are like precious stones to God. The devout ones. That's where I see myself now. My heart has known the glorious path, and my mind has been renewed to understand things that are mysterious and that almost no one can relate to. But it is all for God's glory. I rejoice in the Lord in whatever capacity I am given.
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