I don't blame you with the sewing machine. I've seen the way that those work with embroidery and I am confident I would mess it up. lol I only sew by hand and sewing my youngest's dresses take a long time. I always did something with the machine tension out of habit of turning the wheel that ends up making it useless and I could never figure out how to fix it. I went through three machines and now I'm terrified of all of them.I have always liked embroidery - my dad taught me as a young girl - but not cross stitch. I am hopeless with a sewing machine and much prefer hand stitching anything. I have done hand-stitched patchwork but was also good at knitting and crochet but haven't the patience now.