- Jul 23, 2011
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I was just curious if it was all in my head and coincidental or if other people get it to. But it seems before God moves in my life, or heals me in a way, or gives me a blessing or miracle. If its large enough in scale I can feel it not only with physical symptoms but mental ones too.
For instance One time before he brought me into a new grace, for a good three or four nights I was very restless. I couldn't stop moving and I felt like I was constantly being watched by something I couldn't see, but not in a bad way. I also felt very out of it and loopy in a way but not in an uncomfortable or scary way
Like now, Ive been praying and having faith for six months now or so for a healing from anxiety and depression. Ive at the same time been working through it as far as I could and then leaving what I can't do up to God. Through dreams and visions Jesus has told me face to face "it is time for your healing" and in the dream proceeded to break chains off of me. That dream was about a week and a half ago. Ive kind of felt in my mind that something is coming because im getting anxious I guess like a kid before Christmas. But today ive had an unexplainable feelng. Im physically worn out, very tired like I could lie down and sleep for days but its a nice sleep like those good sleeps you get after running around all day and you lie down and its just a sigh of relief that you get to rest. On and off i get the feeling like my body is floating and when I lie down to go to sleep I feel like Im in a different world. I also kind of feel like..a tug of war between Jesus and this spirit thats been looming over me for years. The same spirit has been looming over my mom since she was a child, and around the time i had the dream she too has been feeling weird (my mom and I are very connected in every day)
I have a feeling that, like the story in the bible. Where God sent the angel to delivery a message and a demon got in his way and he fought it for days. Well I guess in a way I feel like my healing, whatever way its coming is on its way so theres a battle going on around me and the thiis anxiety spirit is getting frisky and acting up, which is making both my mother and I's anxiety worse.
I just wanted to run this by other Christians and make sure Im not crazy. I have the spirit of discernment and I can feel emotions, and I can feel spirits really easily around me and I have a sense of when they are at work. Does any of this make sense?
For instance One time before he brought me into a new grace, for a good three or four nights I was very restless. I couldn't stop moving and I felt like I was constantly being watched by something I couldn't see, but not in a bad way. I also felt very out of it and loopy in a way but not in an uncomfortable or scary way
Like now, Ive been praying and having faith for six months now or so for a healing from anxiety and depression. Ive at the same time been working through it as far as I could and then leaving what I can't do up to God. Through dreams and visions Jesus has told me face to face "it is time for your healing" and in the dream proceeded to break chains off of me. That dream was about a week and a half ago. Ive kind of felt in my mind that something is coming because im getting anxious I guess like a kid before Christmas. But today ive had an unexplainable feelng. Im physically worn out, very tired like I could lie down and sleep for days but its a nice sleep like those good sleeps you get after running around all day and you lie down and its just a sigh of relief that you get to rest. On and off i get the feeling like my body is floating and when I lie down to go to sleep I feel like Im in a different world. I also kind of feel like..a tug of war between Jesus and this spirit thats been looming over me for years. The same spirit has been looming over my mom since she was a child, and around the time i had the dream she too has been feeling weird (my mom and I are very connected in every day)
I have a feeling that, like the story in the bible. Where God sent the angel to delivery a message and a demon got in his way and he fought it for days. Well I guess in a way I feel like my healing, whatever way its coming is on its way so theres a battle going on around me and the thiis anxiety spirit is getting frisky and acting up, which is making both my mother and I's anxiety worse.
I just wanted to run this by other Christians and make sure Im not crazy. I have the spirit of discernment and I can feel emotions, and I can feel spirits really easily around me and I have a sense of when they are at work. Does any of this make sense?