I once taught a small group of christians, who were captured by my great finesse and charm, lol, please excuse my drunken humour.
One thing that dawned on me at that time was, “Christ in you”.
I’ve always looked for Christ in me, but couldn’t find him, because I know me and I’m no Christ!
As I taught one very educated person asked me what background do I have, I have none, except my parents were engulfed with Christianity.
Since as long as I can remember we were dragged from house to house, and all they talked about was the bible.
At age of nine we moved from Maine to Canada, chasing an “end time move of God”.
We were supposed to learn how to live in the wilderness so when the luminate takes over the world we would be safe. Later when the world crashes the church from the wilderness would come to society and save the world.
Lol, it was a five year plan, which started in 1972, some of them are still around. Good people but somewhat deceived.
One day,I looked at myself with real honesty and sure hated what I could see.
Later I tried terribly hard to show others what I knew.
Soon after I met a small group of simple people whom the spirit seemed to suggest I should spend some effort.
They were very deceived (according to me) and I tried to change them.
some time took place with my efforts and I gave up!
God I prayed, I can’t love these people, they are way too religious, if you can love them please love them through me, but I have one condition, let me feel your love to them.
There are tears in my eyes as I write! I soon became overwhelmed!
I want to love, and I want to know, but I don’t know how.
This is why I call myself a vagabond, I don’t fit anywhere and I surely can’t say with conviction that I love Christ.
My latest revelation isn’t to look for Christ in me, but to look for Christ in you!
In you I think it maybe possible.
One thing that dawned on me at that time was, “Christ in you”.
I’ve always looked for Christ in me, but couldn’t find him, because I know me and I’m no Christ!
As I taught one very educated person asked me what background do I have, I have none, except my parents were engulfed with Christianity.
Since as long as I can remember we were dragged from house to house, and all they talked about was the bible.
At age of nine we moved from Maine to Canada, chasing an “end time move of God”.
We were supposed to learn how to live in the wilderness so when the luminate takes over the world we would be safe. Later when the world crashes the church from the wilderness would come to society and save the world.
Lol, it was a five year plan, which started in 1972, some of them are still around. Good people but somewhat deceived.
One day,I looked at myself with real honesty and sure hated what I could see.
Later I tried terribly hard to show others what I knew.
Soon after I met a small group of simple people whom the spirit seemed to suggest I should spend some effort.
They were very deceived (according to me) and I tried to change them.
some time took place with my efforts and I gave up!
God I prayed, I can’t love these people, they are way too religious, if you can love them please love them through me, but I have one condition, let me feel your love to them.
There are tears in my eyes as I write! I soon became overwhelmed!
I want to love, and I want to know, but I don’t know how.
This is why I call myself a vagabond, I don’t fit anywhere and I surely can’t say with conviction that I love Christ.
My latest revelation isn’t to look for Christ in me, but to look for Christ in you!
In you I think it maybe possible.
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