I am joining in prayer for you my friend. Trust in God always. No matter how great the pain, do not give up on Him. You know already in your heart what He is able to do? Ask of Him, but do not insist. Sometimes for reasons we do not know our continued suffering is a necessary part of our walk... but then...
"For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Psalm 30:5
exactly my friend . LOOK at the type of faith that pleased JESUS . IT didnt come from men who barked orders at GOD .
THEY all knew they were not worthy for HIS healing . Even the greek lady called herself a dog . HUMBLE . HUMLITY IS THE KEY .
But those spirit deaf prosperity bark it and claim it folks KNOW NOTHING ABOUT . HUMBLE PIE IS GOOD FOR OUR SOUL .
And GOD is with us no matter what we endure . HE CAN HEAL . but even timothy had OFTEN INFIRMITIES
and several others were made mention of that got sick as well .
Rather odd that when paul was writing to timothy about his often infirmities , HE never said , HEY TIMOTHY NAME IT AND CLAIM IT
Kenneth copeland and that bunch would say paul had no faith . BUT YEAH , I DONT HEED THEM CRONIES . I pray they repent
before its too late for them forever . AND YEAH , till they do i am gonna expose their lies and them .
WE just need to learn Christ for ourselves . Be encouraged my friend .