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Not often do we get a glimpse into each other’s daily lives and struggles. Some of you may know I have MS. Over a year ago the specialist wanted to begin treatment but had to test for what viruses, although dominant, were already in my body. There was a chance immune suppressants could allow the viruses to become active again. One was having to do with the brain and if present it could become active and would kill me. I tested positive for this virus. I don’t even know the name of it...never heard of it. They said it was some random thing I had been exposed to over my lifetime which my immunity dealt with. But now, the goal was to shut my immunity down and they wanted me aware of the possibility but we should move forward anyways. I never went back for the treatment they recommended. It has been over a year and lately ...I’ve been struggling with more and more symptoms of MS. So the other night I sat after speaking to a lady who has done all the treatments ...and still after hearing her testimony of the medicine...I wouldn’t consider her as having much life. She is in remission...younger than me...can’t pick up her grandchildren...can’t work a job...can’t even walk outside to the laundry that was in her garage but instead had to move it inside. She had bruises all up and down her body from falling. But she is grateful to be alive, she said. I’m grateful also for her but it didn’t give much comfort in the physicians who can not even say for sure why a person gets an autoimmune disease, or what causes it. The other option would be diet...so this I returned to with hope of a cure...but every outcome was still the disease eventually wins. What you don’t know is that I sat alone the other night trying to find some outcome which does not end with death. Alone, so scared of weakness. To fully realize I’m in a prison, locked in with no escape, where every out come is death. reminds me of what John the Baptist may have felt like when he waited in prison, waiting to be beheaded...sending word to Jesus “Are you Him ...or should we look for another?”
We should not look for another.
It became clear the other night alone in the darkness...scared with every outcome of disease being it can’t be outrun or fixed by mere physicians of this world ...only One can overcome it and He already has in defeating death. I realized the food I’ve needed all along...I’ve been eating which is Him. Through His dead body ...the MS has lost it power where God said to walk in the flesh the end is death but to walk in the Spirit of God is Life. I’ve prayed, fully believing He is the Only One, the Only answer to doesn’t end in death. I am cured of MS in to walk in His Spirit is victory over death of the body. To eat of that bread, to taste of that meat, to drink of that water ...the great physician who heals all things...is exactly what was (is)needed all along. In going to search for clean food without contamination...it is His food which is clean and greatly needed. As He sent these words back to John the Baptist: Luke 7:22-23 Then Jesus answering said unto them, Go your way, and tell John what things ye have seen and heard; how that the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, to the poor the gospel is preached. [23] And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.
Raise a Hallelujah in the presence of the enemy! Death is defeated...the King is alive!
We should not look for another.
It became clear the other night alone in the darkness...scared with every outcome of disease being it can’t be outrun or fixed by mere physicians of this world ...only One can overcome it and He already has in defeating death. I realized the food I’ve needed all along...I’ve been eating which is Him. Through His dead body ...the MS has lost it power where God said to walk in the flesh the end is death but to walk in the Spirit of God is Life. I’ve prayed, fully believing He is the Only One, the Only answer to doesn’t end in death. I am cured of MS in to walk in His Spirit is victory over death of the body. To eat of that bread, to taste of that meat, to drink of that water ...the great physician who heals all things...is exactly what was (is)needed all along. In going to search for clean food without contamination...it is His food which is clean and greatly needed. As He sent these words back to John the Baptist: Luke 7:22-23 Then Jesus answering said unto them, Go your way, and tell John what things ye have seen and heard; how that the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, to the poor the gospel is preached. [23] And blessed is he, whosoever shall not be offended in me.
Raise a Hallelujah in the presence of the enemy! Death is defeated...the King is alive!
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