I am going to meet my future wife three and a half years from now. I know who she is, and also the time we are destined to meet each other, because God told me after I asked about it. He said he will help make it happen.
I’ve never been in a relationship with a woman before, so it’s nice to know that I’ll have someone to love and care for in the near-future. Unfortunately God made a disturbing experience about her recently. It isn’t accurate in my opinion.
Last night I had a terrible dream from God, and my feelings are hurt. In the horrible dream, I was depicted as cheating on my future wife with a mistress even though I don’t want to commit adultery. Then another dream, again from God, happened immediately afterwards where I was kidnapped by Barbary pirates and held for ransom. I managed to escape my captors, but a bad-looking terrorist started to chase me. I ran and ran, then ran some more, but to no avail. Tired of not being able to evade my pursuer, I prayed to God and said I wouldn’t marry my future wife if he ended the chasing dream (I was manipulated into making a promise that I don’t want to keep). Right then and there the dream ended abruptly, whereupon I woke up in the middle of the night deeply upset.
Why am I upset? There are several reasons. First of all, I have no intention whatsoever of ever committing adultery, so it hurts my feelings to be depicted as a cheater. To call me a cheater implies that I don’t value my future wife’s feelings and think it’s acceptable to betray her, breaking her heart in the process. Let me be unequivocal: I’m not a sociopath! Second, it was a long time ago that I asked God about my future wife’s identity. To my recollection, I’ve known her since age 19 (I’m in my mid-thirties now). I’ve thought about her so much for so many years, all the while single and lonely, wishing deeply to meet her one day and love her forever and ever, so to tell me that I can’t marry her anymore hurts me. It’s wrong to string me along like that for well over a decade; promises ought to be kept.
Does God expect me to never get married? What a nightmare that would be! It entails never loving someone, never having a family, and never getting to experience the happiness of marriage. And worst of all: It means never screwing a girl (unless I decide to take up casual dating, which I don’t want to do). Or does God expect me to marry someone else? If that is the case, it follows that if I am such a sociopathic cheater (assuming God’s label is correct) that I’ll just betray her as well? I suppose the alternative option is to become a swinger and agree to mutual cheating, but that is absolutely disgusting! Why would I want other male genitals inside my wife? And why would my wife want me to screw other girls? Consenting to cheat (or “swinging” as they call it) is not just disgusting; it also means acquiring STDs, some of which are incurable and cannot be prevented with condoms.
My feelings are hurt. I really want to marry my future wife from the visions. My heart is set on her and no one else. I promise to love her forever and ever and never betray her. Please pray and tell God that I’m not a cheater.
I’ve never been in a relationship with a woman before, so it’s nice to know that I’ll have someone to love and care for in the near-future. Unfortunately God made a disturbing experience about her recently. It isn’t accurate in my opinion.
Last night I had a terrible dream from God, and my feelings are hurt. In the horrible dream, I was depicted as cheating on my future wife with a mistress even though I don’t want to commit adultery. Then another dream, again from God, happened immediately afterwards where I was kidnapped by Barbary pirates and held for ransom. I managed to escape my captors, but a bad-looking terrorist started to chase me. I ran and ran, then ran some more, but to no avail. Tired of not being able to evade my pursuer, I prayed to God and said I wouldn’t marry my future wife if he ended the chasing dream (I was manipulated into making a promise that I don’t want to keep). Right then and there the dream ended abruptly, whereupon I woke up in the middle of the night deeply upset.
Why am I upset? There are several reasons. First of all, I have no intention whatsoever of ever committing adultery, so it hurts my feelings to be depicted as a cheater. To call me a cheater implies that I don’t value my future wife’s feelings and think it’s acceptable to betray her, breaking her heart in the process. Let me be unequivocal: I’m not a sociopath! Second, it was a long time ago that I asked God about my future wife’s identity. To my recollection, I’ve known her since age 19 (I’m in my mid-thirties now). I’ve thought about her so much for so many years, all the while single and lonely, wishing deeply to meet her one day and love her forever and ever, so to tell me that I can’t marry her anymore hurts me. It’s wrong to string me along like that for well over a decade; promises ought to be kept.
Does God expect me to never get married? What a nightmare that would be! It entails never loving someone, never having a family, and never getting to experience the happiness of marriage. And worst of all: It means never screwing a girl (unless I decide to take up casual dating, which I don’t want to do). Or does God expect me to marry someone else? If that is the case, it follows that if I am such a sociopathic cheater (assuming God’s label is correct) that I’ll just betray her as well? I suppose the alternative option is to become a swinger and agree to mutual cheating, but that is absolutely disgusting! Why would I want other male genitals inside my wife? And why would my wife want me to screw other girls? Consenting to cheat (or “swinging” as they call it) is not just disgusting; it also means acquiring STDs, some of which are incurable and cannot be prevented with condoms.
My feelings are hurt. I really want to marry my future wife from the visions. My heart is set on her and no one else. I promise to love her forever and ever and never betray her. Please pray and tell God that I’m not a cheater.
