If you could have read this post with a little more detail, you could have had a small understanding of this.Asking a question then assuming an answer right afterwards is very "smart" of you. Its almost like judjing some one you dont know.As humans we can never understand what others have/are going through, but all we can assume right is their requests for aid.There was a war inside my mind a couple years ago, I looked for aid, and all I came across was people with your knowledge. You book talks about persons like me, yet you failed to identify. If you would know, its not easy for us to ask for help, because yes, pride chains our wishes.That small whisper for aid was a mistake, I expected/wanted no written answers and thats why it was posted in HERE, makes sense?.Im taking it back.