Ok please go easy on me you see the doctors think I have gender dysmorphia but I don’t I just don’t want to have children so I want my womb removed and now I’m being referred to a gender Spealists clinic and two years for surgery I wish for my breasts to be removed but I’m scared incase it goes against Jesus and I know getting my womb removed doesn’t because the reason is not wanting kids but I am so confused what am I going. To do I mean I’m a Christian and I love Jesus but is this the only way I can get the surgery ? A gender doctor ? I don’t even agree with LGBT I’m a Christian please don’t think k I am gay or transgender I’m not I don’t support it I lo Jesus I stand for Jesus but I have paranoid schizophrenia and loads of other mental health diagnosis’s I think they just want to label me again
Be content with the way God made you.
You already have mental challenges, don't make it worse. You need to talk to your parents and listen to them and a professional Christian counselor.
Time and prayer is needed to heal. Christ can heal you - believe it.
In life our perspective changes.
Our values change.
Our goals change.
Our attitude and feelings you have now will change.
Our likes and dislikes change.
So without doing anything, change comes. So, don't do anything foolish like what you are talking about
because you can't go back and reverse it.
You are a beautiful woman.
God created you to look exactly like you do AND He has plans for you. Do you think He made a mistake?
Most people do not desire kids until they have a mate, get married, and then later.
Be careful and responsible and you won't have kids.
Fear not. And I say this because fear is the opposite of faith. This paranoia and schizophrenia is treatable. Don't let feelings govern your actions. Let God govern your actions.
My Pastor was once approached by a man who was so depressed, he couldn't get out of it no matter what he tried. Anti-depression drugs made it worse. My Pastor told him to memorize the SERMON ON THE MOUNT. He said, when you have it memorized, come back and let me know. Weeks later the man came back and said Pastor Zac, I did it. He had a big smile on his face. He wasn't depressed, he was happy. Zac asked, Why are you so happy? The man said, "Well after reading the Sermon on the Mount over and over again, my depression melted away and I forgot what it was I was so depressed about."
His problem, one that many people suffer from, is that they are too self focused. It's all about me, mine, I. Every sentence is about them, life seems to be evolving around them and their only perspective is how can the world make them happy? It's this self serving way of life, what life can offer them, what anyone can offer them. Gimme, gimme, I want, I need ... And when happiness doesn't come, the void is still there and they try to fill it with something. In your case, you think a physical change will do, then you will be happy. Nope. Modern society has evolved into this "What's in it for me" mindset and so they feed them with all these self help books, "Look within yourself"... "The power is within you" ... bla, bla, bla.
The Bible teaches the opposite - it tells you that you must die to your old self and ways and focus on Christ and things above. He says, love your neighbor and love God. That's it, that is healing advice.
The happiest people are the givers, the servants of people. They are unselfish, thinking about others and little about themselves. They love others.
A famous psychoanalyst, Scott Peck, was asked a question: "If you were so depressed and could find no escape, that you had suicidal thoughts, what would you do? He said, " I would go out and help someone. After I finished, I would go and find someone else to help." Getting the focus off yourself will change your attitude. When we focus on ourselves, there is so much junk in there, that we can get stuck in a pit of despondency.
The real therapy is to love God and others. So read the Sermon on the Mount over and over and it will give you peace. The more you get into God's word, especially comforting scriptures, the more your faith will grow and fear will take a back seat and eventually melt away. God can heal you. You need time to heal and revamp your perspective.
