God or Satan?

[dev553344]

I know when I was Mormon there was this authoritative spirit that would condemn me if I opposed the church. I later found out it was Satan. And that I had the right to question my church, and to keep any church I was in on watch to make sure they were following God. I haven't been made to follow a religion blindly by God.

Anyways, Satan has been trying to steer me all these years with a kind of brute anger if I oppose his direction.

God has talked to me in visions and spirit. The four times I can recall he filled me with love and peace that were heavenly and not something you experience on earth. I could sense he was Holy in spirit. And when God the Father talked to me he directed me to worship Jesus and was very kind like a really good Father.

But lately I keep being told I'm going to die and the words that appear in front of me are "Stroke". He even gave me some timing for my demise, which never came true. So I recognized that as Satan. But some of the messages came in love and concern that I might die. So I think I might be getting two messengers, one good and one evil.

So what happened to make me think that both God and Satan have been at work here in these recent messages. Well for no apparent reason my blood sugar has been dropping. I recently got a blood sugar monitor from the specialist doctor and have been checking it when I get shaky and week feeling. It was down to 62-61 at times so I thought, no problem that isn't too low. But the other day I got the shaky and weak feeling and checked it and got a reading of 52. Which is in the area that you need a glucose injection to be OK and get admitted to a hospital. I just scurried to the toaster and made some toast to eat. I was able to get it back up to 112 in 15 minutes.

So I did some research and found out that at levels below 54 you can pass out, have a seizure or even a stroke. And when I read that I began to wonder about the messages I've been hearing.

Anyways, I feel happy with God and he has been reassuring of my salvation so I feel peace and happiness.

 

[Pearl]

Interesting. Many years ago I had this premonition that I would die when I was 35 if I went to a certain town. I think it came from a dream but my husband took it seriously and would avoid that area whenever we went anywhere near it.

As it turned out it sort of came true in a different way as it was our local church of England vicar who led me to
Christ (dying to self) just around the time of my 36th birthday - the vicar had come from that very area we used to avoid.

Many years ago, just as I decided to trust God with my life, I decided to trust him with my death also. We know that we will all die - unless Jesus returns before we do - and I don't think is death itself we fear but the way of dying and leaving people we love.

 

[dev553344]

Interesting. Many years ago I had this premonition that I would die when I was 35 if I went to a certain town. I think it came from a dream but my husband took it seriously and would avoid that area whenever we went anywhere near it.

As it turned out it sort of came true in a different way as it was our local church of England vicar who led me to
Christ (dying to self) just around the time of my 36th birthday - the vicar had come from that very area we used to avoid.

Many years ago, just as I decided to trust God with my life, I decided to trust him with my death also. We know that we will all die - unless Jesus returns before we do - and I don't think is death itself we fear but the way of dying and leaving people we love.

Yes that is interesting, thanks for that testimony.

 

[lforrest]

I know when I was Mormon there was this authoritative spirit that would condemn me if I opposed the church. I later found out it was Satan. And that I had the right to question my church, and to keep any church I was in on watch to make sure they were following God. I haven't been made to follow a religion blindly by God.

Anyways, Satan has been trying to steer me all these years with a kind of brute anger if I oppose his direction.

God has talked to me in visions and spirit. The four times I can recall he filled me with love and peace that were heavenly and not something you experience on earth. I could sense he was Holy in spirit. And when God the Father talked to me he directed me to worship Jesus and was very kind like a really good Father.

But lately I keep being told I'm going to die and the words that appear in front of me are "Stroke". He even gave me some timing for my demise, which never came true. So I recognized that as Satan. But some of the messages came in love and concern that I might die. So I think I might be getting two messengers, one good and one evil.

So what happened to make me think that both God and Satan have been at work here in these recent messages. Well for no apparent reason my blood sugar has been dropping. I recently got a blood sugar monitor from the specialist doctor and have been checking it when I get shaky and week feeling. It was down to 62-61 at times so I thought, no problem that isn't too low. But the other day I got the shaky and weak feeling and checked it and got a reading of 52. Which is in the area that you need a glucose injection to be OK and get admitted to a hospital. I just scurried to the toaster and made some toast to eat. I was able to get it back up to 112 in 15 minutes.

So I did some research and found out that at levels below 54 you can pass out, have a seizure or even a stroke. And when I read that I began to wonder about the messages I've been hearing.

Anyways, I feel happy with God and he has been reassuring of my salvation so I feel peace and happiness.

If you received a warning and then it worried you enough to pray about it, then it didn't happen. It could be that was exactly what God intended. If you hadn't prayed perhaps you would have died.

 

[dev553344]

If you received a warning and then it worried you enough to pray about it, then it didn't happen. It could be that was exactly what God intended. If you hadn't prayed perhaps you would have died.

Thanks @lforrest