Can anyone explain how any of this is relevant to supernatural death threats and telling me that I am going to hell
I don't know
what you experienced. When I was a new believer, I could hear the accusations against me in my own mind. The accusations went away when I began to put my trust in his saving grace. I don't know, I suspect all new believers encounter heart-agonizing doubt. But as we mature in the faith, the doubts and the "mental accusations" subside.
If not that, perhaps you were demon-possessed. In truth, when the Bible speaks about demon possession it typically means "demon oppression." I have never experienced this but I'm sure others can attest to this from personal experience. This kind of thing needs an exorcist.
Finally, as someone here already indicated, hearing voices is common for those with particular mental health problems. And this phenomenon is treatable.
Edit: Again, I will state what I would like from God. Time to move at its normal rate instead of being sped up, healing and something to do with my life. Because as much fun as going about playing with dogs is, it doesnt make any money.
The sense that time is speeding up is a common phenomenon among older people. Time isn't actually speeding up, it just seems that way to older people like me. When I was a kid, for instance, the Summers were so long and beautiful and fun. Now they just seem to fly by. Why? When we are young, our thirst for knowledge is insatiable and every little experience was an opportunity to learn something new. Much of what we know now was new when we were young.
Remember what it was like when you first learned how to tie your shoes? It took a lot of practice along with trial and error and failure. But now we tie our shoes without even thinking about it. And some of us can tie our shoes and be confident that we forgot. So much of what we know we take for granted now.
The point is, children are most often "in the moment." Whether they are playing or resting, they live in the moment. While learning how to tie their shoes, they are NOT thinking about paying the rent, and neither are they burdened by "adult worries of life." Children have the natural ability to "be present." Do you remember what that is like?
As adults, we do the exact opposite. We can't stand boredom. We can't stand to sit alone and be still. When we are talking with friends. we are also texting other friends. We can't stand to be present, or take the time to day-dream.
If you want time to "slow down" then I have two suggestions for you. First, decide to learn a new body of knowledge or a new skill. This will help focus your mind on the moment. Second, develop the practice of being in the moment. Be Present!
1. Notice your surroundings. (I learned this from Mr. Green Jeans on the TV show "Captain Kangaroo.") Go outside and just stand there. And try to hear all the sounds of the city and nature. What do you hear? Dog's barking, airplanes overhead, machine noises, birds chirping, horns honking, cats meowing. Sit on a park bench. Sit very still. Don't read. Just sit still and notice your surroundings: joggers, runners, kids flying kites, boats on the river, the crew team in training, men playing rugby, and children laughing.
2. Focus on one thing at a time. Don't multitask. Don't read a newspaper, don't text your friends. Put the phone on airplane mode. Do something that requires your full attention and give it your full attention. If something distracts you, return your attention to the task at hand.
3. Be grateful for what you have now. Part of living in the moment is taking the time to be grateful for what you have now (not in the past or in the future.) If you are constantly focused on what you don't have, you aren't taking the time to appreciate what you have now, IN THIS MOMENT.
4. Show acceptance. If you want to learn how to be more present, you need to let go of how you think things
should be.
Perhaps others in this thread can offer suggestions concerning how to stay in the moment. Once you learn how to "be present" time will flow at its normal pace.