Hi there,
I know I need the Holy Spirit. Let me make that clear. What I am writing about, is that I think allowing the Holy Spirit to work, takes more than a mental acknowledgement that there is sin, righteousness and judgment. The flesh is what concerns me now.
Jesus said the times He was in, were the "green" times and that there would be "dry" (from memory, the Gospels). The struggle I have is that I have given in to the flesh so many times, that I am no longer in the 'green times' and I am not sure how that changes the will of God. Naturally, He will still require repentance. But take a minute and put these last two thoughts together: how am I supposed to repent, now that my flesh is puffed up?
I think, maybe there are two paths I can take at this point: pray that you pray for my flesh, or try to think of a scripture that might help. Maybe I need both. Sometimes I get in a situation like this, because the world starts to dictate to me, what it needs to hear. I just wish I had more strength. Maybe I need to pray for something from the Holy Spirit. That's why I'm writing - that feels more like why I am writing.
The difference of the "dry" is that you really only make progress, if you repent of ever having been tempted. Like it's not just one sin here or there, it is every sin! I can feel myself start to relax as I write this. If you think you can make it by, just repenting for this or that thing, good for you - I'm just being honest about what I am going through right now. I hope this helps you as much as it has helped me.
God bless.
I know I need the Holy Spirit. Let me make that clear. What I am writing about, is that I think allowing the Holy Spirit to work, takes more than a mental acknowledgement that there is sin, righteousness and judgment. The flesh is what concerns me now.
Jesus said the times He was in, were the "green" times and that there would be "dry" (from memory, the Gospels). The struggle I have is that I have given in to the flesh so many times, that I am no longer in the 'green times' and I am not sure how that changes the will of God. Naturally, He will still require repentance. But take a minute and put these last two thoughts together: how am I supposed to repent, now that my flesh is puffed up?
I think, maybe there are two paths I can take at this point: pray that you pray for my flesh, or try to think of a scripture that might help. Maybe I need both. Sometimes I get in a situation like this, because the world starts to dictate to me, what it needs to hear. I just wish I had more strength. Maybe I need to pray for something from the Holy Spirit. That's why I'm writing - that feels more like why I am writing.
The difference of the "dry" is that you really only make progress, if you repent of ever having been tempted. Like it's not just one sin here or there, it is every sin! I can feel myself start to relax as I write this. If you think you can make it by, just repenting for this or that thing, good for you - I'm just being honest about what I am going through right now. I hope this helps you as much as it has helped me.
God bless.