It was sort of scary and spooky to start being led by the spirit moment by moment. Hard to learn but easy to do once your used to it.
I used to say my morning prayers and then go to work. I remember praying Lord, speak to me...and then blah blah blah Amen got up and went to work. And one day it hit me. I didn't even really give the Lord a chance to answer. I got up and walked out without a thought.
This is the God that one day to Him is like 1000 tears to us. What if it took Him a minute to answer? I was already gone. I blew it. So many times I was running late of course and so as I was finishing up praying in the morning, I just went on and invited the Lord to ride with me to work! And I kept thinking during the day, you don't take your best friend which sticks closer than your brother and forget He is with you. I imagined Him sitting in the passenger seat. He prolly really was since scripture says he is beside us always. And all day long I would talk to Him like my best friend was with me.
Then I started seeing these videos about hearing the Lord's still small voice and I understood that Prayer is not a monologue. Prayer is a dialog. A two way conversation. I started praying differently. I would pray and ask for something or ask a question and then I would pause my "prayer" and listen for the Lord to answer me inside of me.
I figured that the Lord created us and knows the thoughts and intentions of a mans heart, and He wants all of His children to be able to hear His still small voice so it had to be in my mind. God can prolly put any thought into our minds that He wants to, so all I have to do is focus and pay attention. And I'd ask something and pause. and listen to the first thing that pops into my head. That must be Him. Sometimes it is a scripture. Sometimes, it is a "thought", and sometimes, He doesn't answer so it's crickets! A few times He has changed the subject on me. I didn't ask the right question, I guess, lol.
At first it felt like a game that I was playing in my own head. But I figured, oh well, we're supposed to become as little children to enter and what do children do? They play!
So my little game went on and on and basically it just turned into a regular conversation. I could hear Him and differentiate Him speaking over my own thoughts! He don't talk like I talk or think. He always says things in just the right way that holds no condemnation yet teaches and provokes my thought.
After I learned how to hear His still small voice, we was talking one day and He told me that He wants all of His children to learn to hear his voice, and obey instantly.
A few times it was like He turns up the volume for me on His voice. That's in situations that happened and I reached right out for Him! And it was just like Psalm 91 says he shall call upon me, and I will answer him. I will be with Him in trouble. I will deliver him and honor him.../ Because that's what happened and it was a sensitive situation, there was three cop cars of 6 men searching for me to arrest me. I was on foot and can't walk far due to that accident that I had. So I was calling on the Lord, Please help me Lord! I don't want to go to jail! And it was the Holy Spirit that spoke to me and he turned up the volume inside my head so there was no difficulty hearing Him. He had me walking in circles up and down alleys and streets, turn left here, turn right up there, rest here, get up and go quickly go right, now go right again and just on and on for about an hour while they searched for me and a few times I seen them crossing intersections a few blocks down while I was walking around. And the Lord told me to stop and rest a few times. He knew my back was a problem, lol. And then after about an hour He said, ok you can go home now, it's safe, they've gone...(Wow!) That was super cool. Then I was reading Psalm 91 one day and I thought, hey that sounds familiar!
So you can't live for your carnal self or your flesh all the time. You will die and go to hell. If you let the spirit guide you and call the shots, then you get to live in the Lord's presence eternally! And while you yet walk on earth, you have His protection.