Recently I was tempted by Satan to deny God. Looking back 20 years ago when I first turned to Christianity, my life has been a disaster, one after the other. It seemed as if God was either not there or had no power. I have been given messages from the Holy Spirit filling me with intense love and peace that lasted for hours each message. Yet I was still tempted to give in to the doubts about God. Thoughts entered my soul "If he didn't care about me then why should I care about him".
But I hung on to the messages and realized if there were a spirit I wanted to be part of it was that Holy Spirit speaking to me in intense love and peace. I would want nothing more than that in the after life. And one of those messages was that he was heavenly father. Which means I do have a father.
Then the truth started coming back to me and I remembered the great power and authority of God almighty who has created the heavens and the earth. Such massive forces at work there. So God is not weak, he is all powerful.
I have been blessed much in all the troubles I have. I still have a place to live and am alive and healthy. I lost my wife, children, car and jobs, got thrown in jail over and over for a few years while I was homeless and crazy. But now I have a place to rest each day and have medications for my insanity. I also was given a car which helps me to get the things done that I need to do.
God is good and he is merciful. Glory to God in the Highest.
But I hung on to the messages and realized if there were a spirit I wanted to be part of it was that Holy Spirit speaking to me in intense love and peace. I would want nothing more than that in the after life. And one of those messages was that he was heavenly father. Which means I do have a father.
Then the truth started coming back to me and I remembered the great power and authority of God almighty who has created the heavens and the earth. Such massive forces at work there. So God is not weak, he is all powerful.
I have been blessed much in all the troubles I have. I still have a place to live and am alive and healthy. I lost my wife, children, car and jobs, got thrown in jail over and over for a few years while I was homeless and crazy. But now I have a place to rest each day and have medications for my insanity. I also was given a car which helps me to get the things done that I need to do.
God is good and he is merciful. Glory to God in the Highest.