I totally agree with the points above.
1. My wife has been taking medications for depression for a long time now, and she has gotten used to the euphoric state she is in that she does not realize there are other issues which came about due to the long time that she has been on the medication. First of all, the issues that she was treating with the medication resurfaced. Second, she relies so much on the medications that she pushes me away constantly and finds refuge in friends who make her feel good in the state that she is in rather than take advice from the people who love her.
2. Finding someone who has the heart of Christ is hard, but that does not mean you should stop looking. Here is an idea. Ask someone for a biblical advice to any particular problem you have, and ask them what is the passage that they base their answer on. Then go home and really look into that passage—to whom it was written, in what context, look at the promises in that passage or maybe the warnings, and analyze it like you used to analyze sentences in fifth grade (subject, verb, tense, etc.). As I said, it might be the hardest thing finding someone, but when you do, you will thank God for this first miracle. The rest will follow from here. And as much as I agree with free Christian counseling, if you really cannot find someone to talk to otherwise, one or two sessions with a counselor could be all you need. You might even find insurance or some other form of help for the counseling. If you know that what you have tried until now does not work, it’s time to try something new, and you should not feel guilty about it. May God help you.