Why don't I believe Yeshua is God? He said. I'm like a child, have a simple point of view. Yeshua said - I am not God.
Jesus indicated that he was God:
John 10:30
30 "I and the Father are one."
John 10:33
33 The Jews answered Him, "For a good work we do not stone You, but for blasphemy; and because You, being a man, make Yourself out to be God."
Mark 2:5-7
5 And Jesus seeing their faith said to the paralytic, "Son, your sins are forgiven."
6 But some of the scribes were sitting there and reasoning in their hearts,
7 "Why does this man speak that way? He is blaspheming; who can forgive sins but God alone?"
No. It was my experience long time ago, I was far away from God in that time. But God anointed me.
Again, how do you know this? What objective, outside-of-yourself reason do you have to think God anointed you?
Even Spirit of God is not God Himself, only Father is God. Spirit is His nature and he becomes our nature after we finish live of our flesh.
But the Spirit
is indicated in the Bible to be God:
Matthew 28:19
19 "Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit,
2 Corinthians 13:14
14 The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, be with you all.
These two verses describe the Trinity, clearly distinguishing them from one another but in such a way as to set them on equal footing with one another.
Romans 8:9
9 However, you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you...
1 Corinthians 2:11
11 For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man which is in him? Even so the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God.
In these verses, the Holy Spirit is called the Spirit of God, having access to the very deepest thoughts that God has. Why? Because the Holy Spirit
is God, possessing the essential, divine nature and is therefore, God.
The Trinitarian nature of God is a nearly two-millennia-old doctrine of the Christian faith. To deny this basic and essential doctrine of the faith, then, is to deny the plain statement of Scripture.
I told many times here, I rejected my feelings and emotions! Maybe it is first time you hear it from me, but it is starting point to see God first time using only the Holy Spirit.
God does not give us emotions and feelings for no reason. He made us to feel and to have emotions and so we ought not reject them. Only when our emotions and feelings are not under God's control and follow our mind and will are they to be refused. Otherwise, they are perfectly all right to have and acknowledge.
And, again, you don't use the Holy Spirit. He "uses" you.
Oh? An atheist might say the same. What is it about your love, joy, peace, etc., that makes them from God and not just like what the atheist may have? Do you know what the Bible says God, the Spirit does to all His children?
I am still shy. If God with me the whole day and I don't commit sin, am I okay to say I am above all Christians?
No. You don't know what the case is for all Christians. There are millions of them on the planet, you know. Why would you think you're the only one God has managed to make free from the power of sin?
But God said to me that Christianity can't grow.
How do you know it was God? Maybe it was the devil.
I met 3 people in the internet, who were able to understand my point of view, they called themselves free Christians, who don't belong to any denominations, they left their churches.
They aren't free, they are disobedient to God.
Hebrews 10:24-25
24 and let us consider how to stimulate one another to love and good deeds,
25 not forsaking assembling together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another; and all the more as you see the day drawing near.
See also:
1 Corinthians 12 and
Ephesians 4:11-16.
God has made all of His children "members one of another," gifting them with spiritual gifts that God wants them to use to the benefit of His Church. When His children go off alone, they withhold their gift from the Church and lessen it, as a result. And Christians who are "free" and alone are actually easy meat for the "roaring lion," the devil, because such Christians are always weak, confused and without proper spiritual support.