Skitzaffective

[Kayla McCanny]

I will pray for you again!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for a healing miracle in her mind and for complete healing and deliverance from schizoaffective disorder! I take authority over schizoaffective disorder and I rebuke it and I command it to go right now in the name of Jesus! Brain be healed in the name of Jesus! I speak order over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus and I speak peace over her mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla in the name of Jesus! I command all voices to be silent and I command them to go in the name of Jesus! I rebuke the voices in the name of Jesus! I decree- that Kayla is healed, she is delivered, and she is free in the name of Jesus! Thank You God!

Thanks. Praying for you too buddy

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Last night was rough for me. I got maybe an hour of restless sleep. My body in constant fight or flight cortisol mode. I prayed and quoted scripture in my head going back and forth with this demon rebuking demonic oppression. Pressing through while I felt like my body was going to give out on me. My heart racing. I told myself romans 8:28 God works things out for the good of those who love thinking hey maybe its just cardio and good for me who knows, but I was sweating and trying to breathe. I told myself not even life or death can separate me from God's love romans 8:31-32 and if I die I die. I prayed for the miracle of sleep and waking up. I prayed for peace in my mind, heart and body. My nervous system a wreck. I told myself I won't wake my parents up because my mom has to work in the morning and needs her sleep. So I battled with it all night. Praying and rebuking. Telling myself all this can go away right now, but it didn't. My body feeling as if I was dragged down a street literally feels that way. My body exhausted, but won't sleep. Know God know peace. I prayed all night for it. Anxiety out of control. I'm still trying to cope. I'm not sweating, my heart is medium okay. My body in fight or flight still and it's noon here. On christ the solid rock I stand. If all I can do is stand I'm doing it with all my might, but my body is torturing me. My heart and flesh may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalms 73. I need peace. I need my body to rest, not be in panic mode. I'm doing all I can do. I'm trying to speak life over myself. That God adds more life to me. Renewing my mind, heart and body. My body is just stuck in panic mode. If you've never had a skitz episode be thankful. I use to be normal.telling myself I can get better. This is only a season. It's been over a year. I've been playing worship music over in my mind just hanging on. Just grasping. Wanting to pull my hair and scream. Resisting. I don't want to be crazy. Asking God for strength. Hoping I can get a power nap today and hoping this stops happening. Telling myself my deliver is coming my deliver is standing by. My heart is still beating a bit fast. Trying to breathe calmly. Waiting to just be okay again. Hoping when I listen I won't hear him anymore. Prayed that all night.

 

[amigo de christo]

Last night was rough for me. I got maybe an hour of restless sleep. My body in constant fight or flight cortisol mode. I prayed and quoted scripture in my head going back and forth with this demon rebuking demonic oppression. Pressing through while I felt like my body was going to give out on me. My heart racing. I told myself romans 8:28 God works things out for the good of those who love thinking hey maybe its just cardio and good for me who knows, but I was sweating and trying to breathe. I told myself not even life or death can separate me from God's love romans 8:31-32 and if I die I die. I prayed for the miracle of sleep and waking up. I prayed for peace in my mind, heart and body. My nervous system a wreck. I told myself I won't wake my parents up because my mom has to work in the morning and needs her sleep. So I battled with it all night. Praying and rebuking. Telling myself all this can go away right now, but it didn't. My body feeling as if I was dragged down a street literally feels that way. My body exhausted, but won't sleep. Know God know peace. I prayed all night for it. Anxiety out of control. I'm still trying to cope. I'm not sweating, my heart is medium okay. My body in fight or flight still and it's noon here. On christ the solid rock I stand. If all I can do is stand I'm doing it with all my might, but my body is torturing me. My heart and flesh may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalms 73. I need peace. I need my body to rest, not be in panic mode. I'm doing all I can do. I'm trying to speak life over myself. That God adds more life to me. Renewing my mind, heart and body. My body is just stuck in panic mode. If you've never had a skitz episode be thankful. I use to be normal.telling myself I can get better. This is only a season. It's been over a year. I've been playing worship music over in my mind just hanging on. Just grasping. Wanting to pull my hair and scream. Resisting. I don't want to be crazy. Asking God for strength. Hoping I can get a power nap today and hoping this stops happening. Telling myself my deliver is coming my deliver is standing by. My heart is still beating a bit fast. Trying to breathe calmly. Waiting to just be okay again. Hoping when I listen I won't hear him anymore. Prayed that all night.

Kayla , saul had a tormenting spirit .
The question you are going to have to ask yourself
is what do you spend most of your time focused on and doing .
Are you maybe into politics and hoping in man .
How often are you in the bible and focused on scipture .
You are loved and shall be prayed for as well .
Maybe you are trusting too much in science and physcology and that is why you are being run around so much .
Time for the simple . Time for the TRUTH .
SO allow me some words . Physcology , all that sigmund freud stuff was never anything but the carnal wisdom of man .
Let us r eturn to childlike faith again . So much of the worlds knowledge can literally destroy one .

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Kayla , saul had a tormenting spirit .
The question you are going to have to ask yourself
is what do you spend most of your time focused on and doing .
Are you maybe into politics and hoping in man .
How often are you in the bible and focused on scipture .
You are loved and shall be prayed for as well .
Maybe you are trusting too much in science and physcology and that is why you are being run around so much .
Time for the simple . Time for the TRUTH .
SO allow me some words . Physcology , all that sigmund freud stuff was never anything but the carnal wisdom of man .
Let us r eturn to childlike faith again . So much of the worlds knowledge can literally destroy one .

Thanks. Yah I haven't been into the psychology stuff. I've been reading my Bible In the morning. That's how I got those verses in my head. I can't read when it is happening so I try to read my Bible everyday and I read also Christian books instead of tv. I don't want to accept this as my lot in life. I've been tempted to think that, but Jeremiah 29:11-15 tells me God's plan for me isn't this. I don't understand it.

 

[Debp]

Last night was rough for me. I got maybe an hour of restless sleep. My body in constant fight or flight cortisol mode. I prayed and quoted scripture in my head going back and forth with this demon rebuking demonic oppression. Pressing through while I felt like my body was going to give out on me. My heart racing. I told myself romans 8:28 God works things out for the good of those who love thinking hey maybe its just cardio and good for me who knows, but I was sweating and trying to breathe. I told myself not even life or death can separate me from God's love romans 8:31-32 and if I die I die. I prayed for the miracle of sleep and waking up. I prayed for peace in my mind, heart and body. My nervous system a wreck. I told myself I won't wake my parents up because my mom has to work in the morning and needs her sleep. So I battled with it all night. Praying and rebuking. Telling myself all this can go away right now, but it didn't. My body feeling as if I was dragged down a street literally feels that way. My body exhausted, but won't sleep. Know God know peace. I prayed all night for it. Anxiety out of control. I'm still trying to cope. I'm not sweating, my heart is medium okay. My body in fight or flight still and it's noon here. On christ the solid rock I stand. If all I can do is stand I'm doing it with all my might, but my body is torturing me. My heart and flesh may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Psalms 73. I need peace. I need my body to rest, not be in panic mode. I'm doing all I can do. I'm trying to speak life over myself. That God adds more life to me. Renewing my mind, heart and body. My body is just stuck in panic mode. If you've never had a skitz episode be thankful. I use to be normal.telling myself I can get better. This is only a season. It's been over a year. I've been playing worship music over in my mind just hanging on. Just grasping. Wanting to pull my hair and scream. Resisting. I don't want to be crazy. Asking God for strength. Hoping I can get a power nap today and hoping this stops happening. Telling myself my deliver is coming my deliver is standing by. My heart is still beating a bit fast. Trying to breathe calmly. Waiting to just be okay again. Hoping when I listen I won't hear him anymore. Prayed that all night.

I know it's difficult but you need to try to calm down. You are only keeping your fight or flight mode going continually by not calming down. So that's why it won't shut off... adrenaline keeps going and keeps you in panic mode.

Try doing slow deep breaths like this: breathe in to a count of four...then hold your breath for about two seconds. Then release your breathe slowly to the count of four. Do this for about two or three minutes. That will tell your nervous system you are not in panic mode anymore. Adrenaline will stop flooding.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Easy for you to say. You don't have a voice tormenting you. I do breathing exercises. It's like that clip on Dennis the minnus movie 1993. Where the bad guy is trying to sleep, but his blanket is on fire. He keeps trying to sleep, but starts twitching and trying to ignore it. Minus the screaming part.That's exactly how it is. Sorry I'm just upset. I'm at a loss. Trying my best. I can't fight this alone.

 

[Ziggy]

Easy for you to say. You don't have a voice tormenting you. I do breathing exercises. It's like that clip on Dennis the minnus movie 1993. Where the bad guy is trying to sleep, but his blanket is on fire. He keeps trying to sleep, but starts twitching and trying to ignore it. Minus the screaming part.That's exactly how it is. Sorry I'm just upset. I'm at a loss. Trying my best. I can't fight this alone.

I hope your day was a little better today Kayla.
Praying.
Hugs

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I hope your day was a little better today Kayla.
Praying.
Hugs

Thank you Ziggy!!!! It was a better day. I got to relax outside. The weather was nice and I read my Bible this morning.

 

[dmdar]

Hey you might want to start anointing yourself with oil for healing every day, I have been doing this and it has helped me tremendously, it has saved my hide from going to the hospital many times! There were many times when I was so profoundly mentally ill with schizophrenia I was getting ready to go to the ER, I was getting my stuff together, packing my duffle bags to go, but I anointed myself with oil for healing and I was healed, didn't have to go!

 

[dmdar]

I will pray for you again!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for a healing miracle in her mind and for complete healing and deliverance from schizoaffective disorder! I take authority over schizoaffective disorder and I rebuke it and I command it to go right now in the name of Jesus! Brain be healed in the name of Jesus! I speak order over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus and I speak peace over her mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla in the name of Jesus! I command all voices to be silent and I command them to go in the name of Jesus! I rebuke the voices in the name of Jesus! I decree- that Kayla is healed, she is delivered, and she is free in the name of Jesus! Thank You God!

 

[Kayla McCanny]

I will pray for you again!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for a healing miracle in her mind and for complete healing and deliverance from schizoaffective disorder! I take authority over schizoaffective disorder and I rebuke it and I command it to go right now in the name of Jesus! Brain be healed in the name of Jesus! I speak order over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus and I speak peace over her mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla in the name of Jesus! I command all voices to be silent and I command them to go in the name of Jesus! I rebuke the voices in the name of Jesus! I decree- that Kayla is healed, she is delivered, and she is free in the name of Jesus! Thank You God!

Thank you. I'm glad I have someone who knows what I'm going through. It's tough stuff. Constantly fighting it. Trying to not go to the er too. Praying for you friend.we gotta keep taking this to the lord. I had to lay down 3 xs today, but I went to the library and dollar store this morning and read my Bible. Usually the mornings are the only time I can, but the devil can't still my joy. I may not be happy all the time, but God gives me joy. Hang in there. Fight another day. I'm fighting it with all I have and remind myself that feelings are not always based on truth. Put on the belt of truth. It's been rough. My body reacts to it. That's the hard part, but God. God gives us joy and strength. God knows I need strength. Praying for you dmar. Thanks for praying for me.

 

[dmdar]

Hey when you experience the joy of the Lord is it a feeling that you get? I do not have joy, I have never had it, I had it for about 5 minutes after I got saved and then it left, it has never come back again. I have been seeking God as to why I do not have it but no reply as of yet. I do not have peace either. There must be a good reason why I do not have joy or peace, like I said I am seeking God as to why.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Hey when you experience the joy of the Lord is it a feeling that you get? I do not have joy, I have never had it, I had it for about 5 minutes after I got saved and then it left, it has never come back again. I have been seeking God as to why I do not have it but no reply as of yet. I do not have peace either. There must be a good reason why I do not have joy or peace, like I said I am seeking God as to why.

Joy is not happiness. It's endurance with a contrite heart. Sometimes we don't have peace because of inflammation in the body and for several other reasons. I drink green tea to cope at times. It sometimes helps, but God gives us a sense of peace in our minds. I struggle too. My body reacts to the voice. Not to overwhelm you with these terms, you can ignore the terms, but I go through stupor, ambitendency, mutism, echolalia, echopraxia, gegenhalten, catalepsy, mitgehen. I looked up these terms. Basically I can't concentrate or hold conversation, body goes limp where i have to lay down, heart races, my eyes race, sweat, become very disoriented, cant comprehend what others are saying ect. God will help you with joy. I struggle with peace. I tell God to teach me how to be still. I have it in the mornings sometimes. I don't fully understand it either, but I know the holy spirit guides us in our minds, but faith comes from our spirit not our minds. Something I can't wrap my mind around. So I'm not trusting my feelings just feeling them and letting them pass. I know it's hard especially when the body reacts the way we don't want or can't control. That gives me anxiety.I'm seeking God about that too because I can get peace in my mind at times, but not always in my body if that makes sense. Sorry if I'm not making sense. I'm praying about it. I pray the holy spirit counsels us the most. Do you have insurance? I'm trying to find a Christian counselor that my insurance covers. It's been over 6 months waiting for the mental health center to call me back. I might have to ask my psychtrist next time I see her, a month from now to see if I need to search outside of the mental health center. I believe counseling can help us some. I want to live a productive life.The thing is i can't communicate during my episodes so I pray that if I get an appointment that I won't be having an episode when that happens. I'm praying for you friend. Feel free to message me whenever. It feels good to talk with someone without being judged.

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Last night was really rough. I had a huge attack and afterwards panic attacks. I finally went to sleep and prayed and begged God for the miracle of sleep, but I woke up this morning to it again. I'm exhausted. My body keeps getting the hits of all of this. Sweating, heart racing, limp, disoriented, tightness you name it. My mind can find peace, but my body and nervous system does otherwise and I can't find peace then. I'm just so exhausted. I'm so tired of this happening. I felt as I was going to die. Literally. I just kept praying inside. They say people with schizoaffective loose 20 years off their life. I don't want to be a statistic. I rebuke it. You have no idea how much rebuking I did last night and I woke up to it this morning. Right now I'm able to type. I hate this. I was going to go to the library today because my mornings are usually good. Please pray for me. I'm so tired.

 

[dmdar]

Will pray for you now!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for Your intervention in her situation and for the complete healing and deliverance from all the symptoms she is experiencing! I command these attacks and possible panic attacks to STOP right now in the name of Jesus! I rebuke that spirit in the name of Jesus! I command all anxiety to go right now in the name of Jesus, I pray that all depression and anxiety would be replaced by joy and peace! I speak peace over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I command Kayla's brain to be healed in the name of Jesus! I rebuke schizophrenia in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla now in the name of Jesus! I also pray for supernatural strength for Kayla! Thank You God!

 

[dmdar]

Will pray for you now!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for Your intervention in her situation and for the complete healing and deliverance from all the symptoms she is experiencing! I command these attacks and possible panic attacks to STOP right now in the name of Jesus! I rebuke that spirit in the name of Jesus! I command all anxiety to go right now in the name of Jesus, I pray that all depression and anxiety would be replaced by joy and peace! I speak peace over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I command Kayla's brain to be healed in the name of Jesus! I rebuke schizophrenia in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla now in the name of Jesus! I also pray for supernatural strength for Kayla! Thank You God!

Hey you might want to buy some of this- it is anointing oil from Jerusalem, only like $10, then you can start anointing yourself with it for healing every day. I have been doing this and it has helped me tremendously, I have experienced alot of supernatural healing! You also may want to pray over it before you use it, just lay your hands on the bottle and pray for God's power and anointing to be on it! Just put some on your forehead and say "I anoint myself for healing in the name of Jesus" and also "I pray for a miracle healing of schizophrenia". Link is below:

Amazon.com

 

[dmdar]

Will pray for you now!

Lord God I lift up Kayla to You right now and I pray for Your intervention in her situation and for the complete healing and deliverance from all the symptoms she is experiencing! I command these attacks and possible panic attacks to STOP right now in the name of Jesus! I rebuke that spirit in the name of Jesus! I command all anxiety to go right now in the name of Jesus, I pray that all depression and anxiety would be replaced by joy and peace! I speak peace over Kayla's mind and emotions in the name of Jesus! I command Kayla's brain to be healed in the name of Jesus! I rebuke schizophrenia in the name of Jesus! I cancel the assignment of the enemy against Kayla now in the name of Jesus! I also pray for supernatural strength for Kayla! Thank You God!

Hey something else- I have found quite a few things that help for schizophrenia, they are just herbal treatments and not a harsh drug. One is saffron, it is just an exotic spice used in Iran, but I tried it and it helps me alot! Another herbal treatment is called Ashwagandha, that also helps, another is Rhodiola Rosea, that has an effect. Also large doses of B vitamins help and they are harmless, only vitamins. I take B6 and B12 every day and that has a strong effect. Also all of the other B vitamins also work, I take B1, B2, and B8 sometimes and they work too. There is also an experimental treatment for schizophrenia/schizoaffective disorder called sarcosine, that helps me tremendously, it is nearly miraculous and no side effects, not a thing! Scientists are working on this right now and it is several years out from being available via prescription but it can be ordered on Amazon right now! Most doctors currently do not know about sarcosine. My psychiatrist is a professor in the psychiatry department at the local Penn State medical school and I told her about it and she said she had never heard of it, then she looked into it and said it looked promising!

 

[Kayla McCanny]

Hey something else- I have found quite a few things that help for schizophrenia, they are just herbal treatments and not a harsh drug. One is saffron, it is just an exotic spice used in Iran, but I tried it and it helps me alot! Another herbal treatment is called Ashwagandha, that also helps, another is Rhodiola Rosea, that has an effect. Also large doses of B vitamins help and they are harmless, only vitamins. I take B6 and B12 every day and that has a strong effect. Also all of the other B vitamins also work, I take B1, B2, and B8 sometimes and they work too. There is also an experimental treatment for schizophrenia/schizoaffective disorder called sarcosine, that helps me tremendously, it is nearly miraculous and no side effects, not a thing! Scientists are working on this right now and it is several years out from being available via prescription but it can be ordered on Amazon right now! Most doctors currently do not know about sarcosine. My psychiatrist is a professor in the psychiatry department at the local Penn State medical school and I told her about it and she said she had never heard of it, then she looked into it and said it looked promising!

Thank u for your prayers. I have been drinking saffron tea sometimes and been using anointing oil. Im leary on the last one. I don't want to take anything that my doctor doesn't know about. I take a mulit vitamin. Probably vitamin bs won't hurt. Still praying for you too.