I don't want to get to personal in the details of the death of my twin brother though I most often woundered about his fate as he died before birth. GOD knowing how heavy this was on my heart and mind drew me up spiritually to see him as he now is with God in heaven. I was very surprised to see that he matured as I have though heaven is not like what we have here at all. One could easily see and know just where the throne of GOD was. There seemed limits to the sky for it lacked what we have here as far as stars and all. Though very large and expansive, yet limited. One could grow and not only interact with GOD but with all others there as well. I was most upset at him having it so well for as Christina mentioned, all was most pleasing, no fear, starvation, war, ect. Though yet understanding he was incomplete, that is awaiting the immortal flesh all will have in the new heaven, earth and the home of GOD, Jerusalem. For what my minds eye can see, to go out from there and explore all that GOD has, an having it as a becon to guide one back by it's outstanding light would be a major thrill. Being all is fixed, tangible so one could see and explore, hands on, without the defilement of sinful man, an in immortal flesh, light years become meaningless. It doesn't hurt to dream, I just hate those that say we just sort of lye there in a state of bliss. That really kills all the joy beyond bliss alone.Since I have gone this far I'll say a little about my mother who pasted away a few years back. She was a devout RCC member. There was no way to get salvation in Christ Jesus alone across to her. She was very set in her ways. Soon after her death, GOD knowing just how I felt about her fate as well, drew me up spiritually once again, that was to show me she was with Him. As I quizzed GOD on how this was possible, being she didn't understand and know the way of Christ Jesus alone. He just told me He was a man of His word, that being, if someone should give one of His so much as a cup of water, their reward would be great. My mother did a little more than that, however she had heaven alone. There was as GOD put it, while there in heaven, needs to be met. As if it cost to be there. I caught on quickly and told GOD, I believe in share and share alike, what ever the cost, put it on my account, that is take it from my store of heavenly treasure. GOD caught on as well, stating you're a little short, I asked Him to explain, He pointed out many more as well, for the very same reason. Keeping it short, there was more GOD is expecting me to do of His will, so, no problem as I am in debt, not only for myself, but for others as well.Keeping this in mind, keeps me busy, that is about the LORD's work.Love in Christ Jesus