Like I say, I don't think your belief automatically condemns you to the fiery place. Jesus has big shoulders. He can endure with patience and understanding man's wonderings about the exact nature of his being that our natural minds can't grasp and so forgives our errors regarding that matter:
"32Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the one to come." Matthew 12:32
You can misunderstand the nature of who and what the Son is. But it's what the Holy Spirit speaks about the Son in salvation that you have to get right. There is no room for error in that:
"10Whoever believes in the Son of God has this testimony (the testimony of the Holy Spirit-vs.6) within him; whoever does not believe God has made Him (the Holy Spirit who testifies) out to be a liar, because he has not believed in the testimony that God has given about His Son." 1 John 5:10
Timing has a lot to do with things Ferris, at this time those of the past who have died have been acquitted of sin Rom 6:7 and will receive a resurrection Jn 5:28,29 unless they sinned against the holy spirit Mat 12:31,32. When Jesus returns those alive will have been judged as either sheep or goats and those who do not know God or obey the gospel of Christ will be destroyed 2 Thes 1:6-9; those who are righteous will survive Rev 7:9,14.
Jesus will reign over the earth for a millennium and at the end of that satan will be released from his prison and take many with him Rev 20:7,8 those who choose to follow him will be destroyed a second time in the lake of fire Rev 20:13,14 and those who survive that will now have been given salvation and came to life Rev 20:5
That is it in the nutshell Ferris, I hope you understand sir. That is what the Bible really teaches.
We are living in a critical time period right now because we are at the point of Jesus' return, so those at this period of time that are not serving God will be destroyed if they live to the time of Jesus' return. So it is critical we learn the identity of God's people and go with them. Zech 8:23; Isa 2:2-4