Now I feel the need to apologize to you,
@BreadOfLife.
I feel that the Lord is telling me that it is in your love language to call other people out on their sins and that you have been in effect attempting to love me in the love of the Lord with your behaviour.
I don't know that saying that "Perhaps Diotrephes was the first Pope" was necessarily a sin; and nether do I consider it to be a full out-and-out lie; but I thank you for rebuking me for saying it.
I know that what was suggested was not a true statement; but I made it in order to draw out a response so that I could make a point. And I believe that I have made that point to you clearly enough.
I do know that my statement was not a lie because I qualified it with the word "Perhaps"...I purposefully chose my words so that they would not be a lie, in fact, by using the word "perhaps".
But I do know also that the statement that was qualified by the word "perhaps", if it had not been qualified by that word, would have been a lie.
I know that I have no excuse and I humbly ask your forgiveness. "If the truth of God abounds through my lie to His glory, why am I also judged as a sinner? And not rather, "let us do evil that good may come" as we are slanderously reported as saying and as some affirm that we say...whose condemnation is just." (Romans 3:7-8)
So again, I offer no excuse; and I humbly ask your forgiveness.
I've been fighting against the condemnation that you seemed to heap on you. I previously had prided myself on being a very truthful person and because I idolized superman as a young lad, I had a code of not lying to anyone.
But that was broken recently in your sight.
Just know that even though you pride yourself on being truthful, you may not be able to live up to your own standard of righteousness. I'm thankful that the blood of Jesus was shed for both of us, aren't you? It means that we can be forgiven of every sin in the book except blasphemy of the Holy Ghost; which I would define as rejecting the salvation that Christ offers to the day of one's death.
I just want you to know that I am not against you. I am praying for you (nothing bad, either) and desire what's best for you. May the Lord abundantly bless you and may He keep you all your days in the faith of knowing that Jesus died for you on the Cross and that you are saved by His efficacious work, and nothing else.
Love in Christ,
@justbyfaith