I don't know what it was but I was scrolling through Twitter and usually it is just Christian stuff but basically ran across filth pornography.
Then I realized it is across the whole thing (apart from what I follow) like that and for some reason it really triggered something in me so I quit.
I don't need that in my life. That's not something I want to be a part of it. I don't want to be around or with people who have stuff like this in their life. And this is how the world works but I'm also scared that there is no escaping the evil in the world when it comes to marriage, should that ever happen to me.
Matthew 6:28
"But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."
It goes both ways, but I am grossed out and I don't want to be part of this world.
But now I feel like totally withdrawing from people. I feel like I don't want to see people ever again.
I have so much grief right now. I am emotionally overwhelmed. Part of me wants to say I am taking a break even from CB but I know I probably won't. But I'm disgusted.
Then I realized it is across the whole thing (apart from what I follow) like that and for some reason it really triggered something in me so I quit.
I don't need that in my life. That's not something I want to be a part of it. I don't want to be around or with people who have stuff like this in their life. And this is how the world works but I'm also scared that there is no escaping the evil in the world when it comes to marriage, should that ever happen to me.
Matthew 6:28
"But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart."
It goes both ways, but I am grossed out and I don't want to be part of this world.
But now I feel like totally withdrawing from people. I feel like I don't want to see people ever again.
I have so much grief right now. I am emotionally overwhelmed. Part of me wants to say I am taking a break even from CB but I know I probably won't. But I'm disgusted.