You're also in the company of some who do understand you. So keep talking so that those who don't will. Because they need to know and understand.
Most churches don't teach people about these things. They avoid it. They are not equipped to handle it. They don't know what real spiritual warfare is even when these evil people infiltrate their churches and take over.
There are those of us who have laid down our lives for others. We understand. I can still remember what that evil demon posing as a preacher said to me when I laid down my life to save a child and a baby. He said, "Are you going to try to stop me? You better do it now but you won't make it out of here alive." He said that in a Christian church during a ritual. They attacked me and mangled my arm. But I'm still alive. And I would do it again.
I didn't notice this either, not until
@TLHKAJ tagged me in response to what you wrote. I'm thankful for that because it took a bit of searching to find your post.
The alter wasn't addressing my fellow survivor, but I'm assured you know that by now. There was a time when I was ashamed of his fury and sought to suppress him whenever he sought to step forward... but then I listened to him and realized whom he was addressing. I then felt ashamed for imprisoning him in the same fortress I had languished in myself.
Whom is he addressing?
The false.
Deceivers who preach their form of godliness;
Hypocrites in love with the sound of their own voice;
Unrighteous judges who seek to inflict their godless churchianity not only upon us, but upon anyone who falls into their grasp;
Liars who claim they speak for the Lord when they do not;
Liars who say they believe us when they do not;
Liars.
I will not imprison him any longer, nor will I be ashamed of the fury he experiences toward the liars who did unspeakable things to us all. Liars are an abomination.