Unfinished

[heavenforbid]

I was an addict once
To an image of a girl
But this girl was real
But this girl never knew
And I beat myself
Because this girl might know
So I looked for help in 1999
And found two things
One was Jesus
The other was neo
I thought this was a sign
That I'd be cured soon
But the years just dragged on
And I grew worse still
But I didn't give up there
I had to believe in Jesus
And neo too
So we all looked high and low
But my cure was never found
So I became discouraged
And then my faith just burned

 

[Stranger]

heavenfold

Cry me a river.

Stranger

 

[heavenforbid]

heavenfold

Cry me a river.

Stranger

You mean oceans of tears.

 

[Stranger]

You mean oceans of tears.

No, I mean cry me a river. Go ahead. Get your sympathy. Play your role.

Stranger

 

[Stranger]

You mean oceans of tears.

No, I mean cry me a river. Go ahead. Get your sympathy. Play your role.

Stranger

 

[heavenforbid]

No, I mean cry me a river. Go ahead. Get your sympathy. Play your role.

Stranger

You mean empathy.

 

[shnarkle]

I was an addict once
To an image of a girl
But this girl was real
But this girl never knew
And I beat myself
Because this girl might know
So I looked for help in 1999
And found two things
One was Jesus
The other was neo
I thought this was a sign
That I'd be cured soon
But the years just dragged on
And I grew worse still
But I didn't give up there
I had to believe in Jesus
And neo too
So we all looked high and low
But my cure was never found
So I became discouraged
And then my faith just burned

So this is probably a stupid question, but is neo a reference to the Matrix?

 

[heavenforbid]

So this is probably a stupid question, but is neo a reference to the Matrix?

Yes, yes it is.

 

[Born_Again]

heavenfold

Cry me a river.

Stranger

Dude, this is the addition and recovery forum. As odd of a testimony as it is.. or statement or whatever.. this comment was uncalled for. You didnt have to comment just because you didnt like it.

 

[tom55]

heavenfold

Cry me a river.

Stranger

How heartless and un-Christian like.

 

[heavenforbid]

Yeah, I was addicted to this girl for years and years.... I used porn to act out my dark fantasies, in my head. But it destroyed my relationship with her. And I did cry...more tears than the weeping prophet.

 

[heavenforbid]

You should all weep with me, it's what the bible says a person of faith should do.