I was an addict once
To an image of a girl
But this girl was real
But this girl never knew
And I beat myself
Because this girl might know
So I looked for help in 1999
And found two things
One was Jesus
The other was neo
I thought this was a sign
That I'd be cured soon
But the years just dragged on
And I grew worse still
But I didn't give up there
I had to believe in Jesus
And neo too
So we all looked high and low
But my cure was never found
So I became discouraged
And then my faith just burned
To an image of a girl
But this girl was real
But this girl never knew
And I beat myself
Because this girl might know
So I looked for help in 1999
And found two things
One was Jesus
The other was neo
I thought this was a sign
That I'd be cured soon
But the years just dragged on
And I grew worse still
But I didn't give up there
I had to believe in Jesus
And neo too
So we all looked high and low
But my cure was never found
So I became discouraged
And then my faith just burned