I accept that you accept Jesus is real, that in your mind most of you have accepted what you believe to be real.
There's only one way an outsider can know this same experience. To totally surrender to a belief in him as well. I never got to that point, so my 20 year's of faith was fake.
I thought I was a Christian, but I was not even close.
Had I actually surrendered to Jesus, I would have altered my mind in such a way that I could never return from.This is why no matter what I say is seen as a lie, because you of the one true faith have accepted something that I am not.
There's only one way an outsider can know this same experience. To totally surrender to a belief in him as well. I never got to that point, so my 20 year's of faith was fake.
I thought I was a Christian, but I was not even close.
Had I actually surrendered to Jesus, I would have altered my mind in such a way that I could never return from.This is why no matter what I say is seen as a lie, because you of the one true faith have accepted something that I am not.