I have a mental disorder. It hurts me. I suffer from this everyday for 13 years. I have a friend who said she believes I will be healed, that I have been healed, it's a faith journey. I can't put up with it any longer. It brings such confusion. Don't say it's the devil who makes confusion, even though that is true - I believe Christ took care of the devil at Calvary. In my case is my corrupt flesh in the form of the illness. What can I do to be happy again?