Because of my past involvement in the occult, i literally cannot escape the temptation to get back into it. it torments me and hypersaturates my entire being at every minute. I need to know how to be "unbound" from all this. I need a solution that doesn't involve prayer, because even my prayers are flooded with temptation to make them spells, and i don't know how to not, or if i am. I've tried confessing my sins and repenting, but it doesn't help. The temptation is still just as strong. It is NOT a choice i make when it's too strong to resist. It genuinely is like an almighty force of pure spiritual evil that forces my soul to buckle under the pressure of temptation. I litteraly DO NOT HAVE THE POWER to NOT do it, no matter how much i want to not even while doing it. I'm telling you this is NOT me. I don't know if it's demons, an alternate personality, or just plain insanity, but it's not my fault. I just need a way to get it to stop.