Simply wanted to know the Truth...no matter what. He brought me to my knees! And, shouldn't burning in Hell concern well, anybody? Learning how to Love God was kind of a disconnect for me as, I was never close with my own father. I am still trying to grasp the love He has for me! Once I finally understood what "faith" really meant, everything fell into place. When first starting to attend services 29 years ago...it was going through the motions and waiting to see if God would take away the things I put value in...He did not, even though I knew He would not have approved how I lived my life. It wouldn't come for another 15 or so years, when I suddenly realized He DID answer my prayers...I was not asking Him the correct questions. Bottom line is that He said "my grace is sufficient for you". Then, once I got a good grasp on the things God DID approve of, every one of my prayers have been answered, ALL of them! It still amazes me, each time when He moves.
Ah, the point of being a Christian...gonna just say here that I believe we were all created to have fellowship with God but, as He cannot abide sin - He made the way for us to NOT live a debauched life, and it is so good to NOT have the urge to return to the mud pile. :)