God is unjust and mean and cruel.
This western world regime is unjust and mean and cruel.
Everyone is unjust and mean and cruel.
Christians don't care.
Because of many long ongoing constant daily mean cruel hell wrongs being done to me which they refuse to stop doing, and becaus no one cares.
They purposely refusing to cooperate to find and fix this constant ringing sound in my flat from neighbours pump or plumbing or my plumbing which goes all day and night every day and night for 3-4 years now and is impossible to block out. They all keep refusing to stop it because they know they can just purposely refuse and I and forced to keep hearing it all day every day for rest of "life". It is mean cruel Torture. Even GOD doesn't care, so there can't be any God.
They purposely refuse to stop forcing fluoridated water/food in me every meal every day. Not only they refuse to stop but they did the exact opposite and this country is one of the only countries in the world pushing fluoridation more.
I am 40s and always been single. How mean and cruel.
Can't find out who my real paternal grandather is because "christian" relatives over sensitive about grandmothers affair, and because excessive unfair privacy laws, and because my own mother did mean wrong to me before she died destroying genetic samples etc.
I am a prisoner in this hell bad flat because of housing crisis and excessive rents/prices have me stuck not able to shift.
Lots of other mean cruel hell wrongs too.
And no one cares. People all just cut me off, ignore, don't care, blame me, punish me.
The hell especially in the last few years is totally unbelievably hopeless. I never would have believed it could be so mean and cruel and hopeless, that the "elite" could be so mean and cruel, that people could all be so uncaring, and that even God could be so unjust and mean and cruel.
There can't be any God. But if there is a God you are all witnesses on judgment day that it is not my fault. I can't do anything when suffering such long ongoing constant daily mean cruel hell wrongs. I am not saying I have no past or present faults, but most of the faults/blame is other peoples for doing such mean cruel wrongs to me and for not caring. They rule the world and control everything and have all the power. No one can blame me. I tried and said I was willing to accept the Way & Jesus but God kicks me in the face.
Not just me either. I see and hear alot of other christians/messianics suffering things, though not as bad as me/mine. If God is true then why? It always seems like the people doing the least bad are suffering the most, and the people doing the most evil are suffering the least. (Though even if there is no God they won't get away with it forver. World history etc proves they will fall and be overthrown some day in centuries to come, though they may continue to succeed and may achieve their global control purposes in the mean time.
No one ever admits/agrees the things being done to me are wrong. They just say I am bad for being upset/mad at the wrongs. I can not understand how/why people can't see how hell it is to have a ringing sound going all day and night every day and night for 3-4 yrs and be forced to always keep hearing it and not be able to block it out. (It is not in my ears or head, it is a real external sound. Though it is not easy to prove to others because it is a low sound that constantly goes through louder and quieter periods, and it is quieter in days and when warm and louder at nights and when cold, and others refuse to come and listen when it is louder, and they refuse to use meters/analysers etc. Because they don't care and they don't want to prove it, and they are even happy for me to suffer it all day every day forever.)
If there is a God then He would know how hell it is to be forced to always keep hearing a sound all day every day. So there can't be a God.
If there is a God then what is he going to say to me on judgement day? Sorry mate for letting you suffer such constant daily mean cruel wrongs all your wasted pointless "life" of slavery. Revelation 4-5 has the throne and rainbow around him etc that is all supposed to be so glorious, yet I'm sorry but God doesn't seem so great and glorious when he made/allowed us to suffer hell all our life.
Probably I'll b banned. But I have no one to write/speak to. Most everyone has cut me off. It is impossible for me not to cry out and to suffer in silence.
This western world regime is unjust and mean and cruel.
Everyone is unjust and mean and cruel.
Christians don't care.
Because of many long ongoing constant daily mean cruel hell wrongs being done to me which they refuse to stop doing, and becaus no one cares.
They purposely refusing to cooperate to find and fix this constant ringing sound in my flat from neighbours pump or plumbing or my plumbing which goes all day and night every day and night for 3-4 years now and is impossible to block out. They all keep refusing to stop it because they know they can just purposely refuse and I and forced to keep hearing it all day every day for rest of "life". It is mean cruel Torture. Even GOD doesn't care, so there can't be any God.
They purposely refuse to stop forcing fluoridated water/food in me every meal every day. Not only they refuse to stop but they did the exact opposite and this country is one of the only countries in the world pushing fluoridation more.
I am 40s and always been single. How mean and cruel.
Can't find out who my real paternal grandather is because "christian" relatives over sensitive about grandmothers affair, and because excessive unfair privacy laws, and because my own mother did mean wrong to me before she died destroying genetic samples etc.
I am a prisoner in this hell bad flat because of housing crisis and excessive rents/prices have me stuck not able to shift.
Lots of other mean cruel hell wrongs too.
And no one cares. People all just cut me off, ignore, don't care, blame me, punish me.
The hell especially in the last few years is totally unbelievably hopeless. I never would have believed it could be so mean and cruel and hopeless, that the "elite" could be so mean and cruel, that people could all be so uncaring, and that even God could be so unjust and mean and cruel.
There can't be any God. But if there is a God you are all witnesses on judgment day that it is not my fault. I can't do anything when suffering such long ongoing constant daily mean cruel hell wrongs. I am not saying I have no past or present faults, but most of the faults/blame is other peoples for doing such mean cruel wrongs to me and for not caring. They rule the world and control everything and have all the power. No one can blame me. I tried and said I was willing to accept the Way & Jesus but God kicks me in the face.
Not just me either. I see and hear alot of other christians/messianics suffering things, though not as bad as me/mine. If God is true then why? It always seems like the people doing the least bad are suffering the most, and the people doing the most evil are suffering the least. (Though even if there is no God they won't get away with it forver. World history etc proves they will fall and be overthrown some day in centuries to come, though they may continue to succeed and may achieve their global control purposes in the mean time.
No one ever admits/agrees the things being done to me are wrong. They just say I am bad for being upset/mad at the wrongs. I can not understand how/why people can't see how hell it is to have a ringing sound going all day and night every day and night for 3-4 yrs and be forced to always keep hearing it and not be able to block it out. (It is not in my ears or head, it is a real external sound. Though it is not easy to prove to others because it is a low sound that constantly goes through louder and quieter periods, and it is quieter in days and when warm and louder at nights and when cold, and others refuse to come and listen when it is louder, and they refuse to use meters/analysers etc. Because they don't care and they don't want to prove it, and they are even happy for me to suffer it all day every day forever.)
If there is a God then He would know how hell it is to be forced to always keep hearing a sound all day every day. So there can't be a God.
If there is a God then what is he going to say to me on judgement day? Sorry mate for letting you suffer such constant daily mean cruel wrongs all your wasted pointless "life" of slavery. Revelation 4-5 has the throne and rainbow around him etc that is all supposed to be so glorious, yet I'm sorry but God doesn't seem so great and glorious when he made/allowed us to suffer hell all our life.
Probably I'll b banned. But I have no one to write/speak to. Most everyone has cut me off. It is impossible for me not to cry out and to suffer in silence.
