It's often part of one's programming, which is further complicated by dissociation.idk. i always end up feeling guilty and a false accuser. this isnt new news though but still
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It's often part of one's programming, which is further complicated by dissociation.idk. i always end up feeling guilty and a false accuser. this isnt new news though but still
It's looking really bright here tonight, but full moon isn't until March 18th. The website I looked at says it will appear pretty full the day before and after. My dogs always bark like crazy around ritual nights bc they can sense the activity.i heard a lot of stuff last night since i left my window open...dogs barking. (almost forgot how to spell that. in the past couple years cant spell as well?)
its a full moon tonight....or almost?
and also he said earlier he saw a space alien just walk through the house. i saw no one. he kept repeating it to me
im very tired. tired to do things i actually like to do
yes. it was.....
Was it your dad who said those things about an alien being in the house?
If you're uncomfortable with talking about those things on here, I totally understand that. You can always message me if you want to discuss those things.yes. it was.....
i tend to more withhold details of the who it is on here but..... no one really knows who ia m but still
but yes....
its just easier to say he....
Whatever she was on it isn't of the Lord!! That's gaslighting and perversion. I'm glad you asked her if she was high.yesterday she called me what he calls me....and told me to give her huggy. she asked if she sounds like him as if she wanted to
she was being very jokey
i asked her if she was high and she said she had the joy of the lord.
i had a reason for posting thiseast of eden?
I agree. This is another example of gaslighting and trying to impose an identity on you that isn't yours.I regret watching this because she called me the name of the woman. she said she was joking but there is a grain of truth in how she feels about me in every joke and lie.
I don't think it's worth watching. I don't see much of it being fruitful.I agree. This is another example of gaslighting and trying to impose an identity on you that isn't yours.
Thank you for explaining about the movie. I've never watched it.
From your description, I certainly agree. I'll take your word for it. I rarely watch movies.I don't think it's worth watching. I don't see much of it being fruitful.
Survivor testimony
I'm sharing this because I think some survivors may relate to another survivor's experience.
I have chatted with the channel owner and have found (by her admission) that she has not acquired full deprogramming. But she posts a lot of interviews of survivors on her channel.
I don't know many who have, brother. I know many who say they have and yet there are very clear indications that they haven't touched the deeper layers. And by indicators, I mean exhibiting signs of coming under programming, and also witnessing them distributing program cues on social media where other survivors could be cued.The Lord bless you for sharing this. I wonder how many of us can claim that we have fully overcome programming?
I totally get it, brother. I still have things come up that I recognize as remnants of programmed thought patterns. These, I do not classify as actual programming, but wounding that came as a result of programming. When I refer to programming, I am specifically referring to the presence of alters who are still being cued and accessed by the cult to be used for their purposes.I can't for while the Lord has accomplished so much in that silent place, sending me to a psychologist for the express purpose of identifying (and overcoming) self-destructive routines, I am still subject to that influence. Merging with alters is one thing but coping with programming is another. I've learned that whenever I hate myself to the point of wanting to shed my own blood, that is the work of programming. But it's complicated...
What a wonderful report, brother! I'm rejoicing in His work in you.I'll write a report so those who are interested will know what's been going on during my lengthy break from the forum.
I have a tendency to fall silent and withdraw now and then, and it's during these times that the Lord moves mightily upon me. I'm silent because there's nothing I can say, and I withdraw because there's nothing I can do. I open my mouth to speak but the words are hollow and regardless of what I do, it's meaningless.
The Lord speaks to me, drawing things which are hidden into a place where I witness them in His sight, and this is the work of His Holy Spirit. I've come a long way in such a brief span of time, merging with systems of alters according to His promise to make me whole, so this is how I'm not the man I was the last time I was here. God who never changes, changes me. This is true of everyone whom God receives as His sons and daughters.
I'm finally at peace with the passing of Rebecca for the Lord has said, This is my time of rest. The years I spent protecting her life was the end of the most agonizing trial that spanned my entire life, starting the day I was born. Not only did God demonstrate His power in me, but He also demonstrated His power in her to the glory of His name on this earth. These periods of silent withdrawal are when I hear His voice like thunder that comes from every direction, so the grieving that seized my heart was put to rest by Him... just like the way that these days, are the days of my rest.
The chaos of the storm has passed, and now the Lord is equipping me to overcome programming intended to end the life in this body. It goes very well.