I am of the brotherhood of broken and imperfect vessels, some of whom are named in the scriptures, but most who are not. We are not a sect of like-minded people, but a body of many members, all of whom have need to call upon and come before God--to God--and have come.
Yet, you don’t personally know your own “brothers”, nor do you meet with them as Paul instructed (Heb 10:24-25).....the Christians all had one faith, undivided (1 Cor 1:10).....do you not see the red flags in your situation?
If those with whom you worship would be stumbled by the fact that you describe their worship as “delusion”, why are you there?
It’s not about the “broken and imperfect vessels”...we all qualify under that description.....it’s about their unity and the love they have for one another (John 13:34-35)....and the fact that they are a united global brotherhood who are all taught the same truth, are engaged in the same assignment, and with the same message of salvation, in every nation. (1 Cor 1:10) Only God could arrange that....Jesus said he would be “with” his disciples in the work he gave them....(Matt 28:19-20) It cannot be done without him. Which is why the churches do not participate in “the great commission”.
In the first century, when people wanted to know the true God, they were pointed in only one direction...to the Christian congregations of those who had already accepted Jesus as the Christ. If you are sitting in a church, that is teaching false doctrines and remaining silent for 40 years, how is it that you were useful to God?
Sorry if that challenges your faith, but nothing about your story rings true to me....not much of it makes any sense. It’s the same for many who claim such experiences....if they all disagree, then who can we believe?
It doesn’t fit the first century model, and if you were told to remain silent, then there’s the first red flag, right there. Remaining silent was something God’s servants were told not to do.
2 Tim 4:1-4...
“I charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by his appearing and his kingdom: preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, and exhort, with complete patience and teaching. For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own passions, and will turn away from listening to the truth and wander off into myths. But as for you, always be sober-minded, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry.” (ESV)
This applies to all Christians..... who were told to be evangelisers....taking Christ’s message to anyone who will listen, but it is an active service, not a passive one....
what is it to you if it is God's will to sent me in a manner you were not expecting?
I could accept any person who could back up their claims with genuine actions.
How did the first century apostles, who were sent out by Jesus himself, display their qualifications to the people they were sent to? They backed up their claims with miracles.....and yet what do we see today? Only some churches claim to perform miracles...to speak in tongues...and heal people....receive prophesies etc...
Yet what do Christ’s words in Matt 7:21-23 tell us about those people? They did all that, and yet Jesus tells them that he “never knew them” and to “depart from him” as “workers of lawlessness”. How then are we to identify Christ’s true disciples in a sea of counterfeits?
The deceiver deceives the majority....so reasoned scepticism is called for. Test out everything and measure it by God’s word.