Thank you
for your short witness.
Interestingly, it reminded me of my own reading of that book - in my early-mid teens. The first 12 years of my life I experienced life in what is regarded as NZ's worst suburb - I spent most of my time running fast, talking fast or taking a beating. I was not a fighter.
Nicky was - and did not hold back when it came to inflicting damage on others with the knife.
I admit that the first part of his story influenced me - perhaps even impressed me. When I was moved to stay with my Uncle (mum's/mom's brother) a long way from where I was brought up, I had the same thing to deal with - for different reasons - but being bullied anyway. I drew on Nicky's witness - (before he was exposed to David) and without going into details I decided to use a compass (those used for technical drawing) to deal with a bully by stabbing him with it a few times.
The results were that I learned the anger and such response did not fix anything and I paid for my transgression in the playfield by taking yet another beating.
I have never been an atheist. I have been a Cultural Christian, went through the Christian dynamic and eventually moved on. Often the Church (generally speaking) teaches there is only "either or" One is either a believer or an atheist.
I am not religious, and certainly am not an atheist.