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At the moment I am feeling I am between a rock and a hard place..
My health has taken a turn for the worse.
My spirit is fine, it's just the body part of the 'me' that I am which needs your prayers.
Back in 2011 My heart went into atrial fibrillation. For those who don't know..that is when the heart does not beat, it quivers but it does not squeeze the blood through. The blood pools at the bottom in the two lower chambers of the heart ( which is obviously very dangerous, stroke wise)
God's miracle in keeping such people alive is to have an electrical flash hit the side of the wall of the left chamber, that in turn hits the middle wall so that the right chamber has a quivering pulse.. simulating a beat. All this obviously causes weakness in the body..foggy brain and the person is always very conscious that the heart is not beating strongly and normally as it should.
Over the years since 2011 I have had numerous incidents of this, sometimes every three days...or every 6 days..sometimes every 10 days. ( lasting from two hours to 6 days long! )
I got happy as within the last year I have had incidents when I have had a rest period of months between incidents, which was a lovely reprieve.
Well, I write this because two weeks ago and incident started and at 6 days ( the longest period that I experienced with A-Fib) it did not quit. Two weeks later I am still experiencing the atrial fibrillation!
1) It is very unpleasant and debilitating and 2) the health risk is obviously very high..therefor I am always 'walking on eggshells' as it were, and waiting for the second shoe to drop. Not a nice way to live.
It is obvious that the heart cannot keep this up for years and years...
So, I am asking you for prayer...that when ever you have a free moment please pray that my heart converts back to a normal healthy beat.
And for continued peace and faith in my heart at all times.
Obviously I get attacked by the usual scenarios running through my mind if I allow myself to come under it's power rather than mastering it by the Spirit , and in peace.
Thanks...Helen
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"And at midnight Paul and Silas prayed and sang praises unto God... And suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and every one's bands were loosed " Acts 16:25-26
This is God's way. In the darkest hours of the night, His tread draws near across the billows.
As the day of execution is breaking, the angel comes to Peter's cell. When the scaffold for Mordecai is complete, the royal sleeplessness leads to a reaction in favour of the favoured race.
Ah, soul, it may have to come to the worst with thee ere thou art delivered; but thou wilt be delivered!
God may keep thee waiting, but He will ever be mindful of His covenant, and will appear to fulfill His inviolable Word.
~F. B. Meyer ~
Difficulty is the very atmosphere of miracle -- it is miracle in its first stage. If it is to be a great miracle, the condition is not difficulty but impossibility.
The clinging hand of His child makes a desperate situation a delight to Him.
My health has taken a turn for the worse.
My spirit is fine, it's just the body part of the 'me' that I am which needs your prayers.
Back in 2011 My heart went into atrial fibrillation. For those who don't know..that is when the heart does not beat, it quivers but it does not squeeze the blood through. The blood pools at the bottom in the two lower chambers of the heart ( which is obviously very dangerous, stroke wise)
God's miracle in keeping such people alive is to have an electrical flash hit the side of the wall of the left chamber, that in turn hits the middle wall so that the right chamber has a quivering pulse.. simulating a beat. All this obviously causes weakness in the body..foggy brain and the person is always very conscious that the heart is not beating strongly and normally as it should.
Over the years since 2011 I have had numerous incidents of this, sometimes every three days...or every 6 days..sometimes every 10 days. ( lasting from two hours to 6 days long! )
I got happy as within the last year I have had incidents when I have had a rest period of months between incidents, which was a lovely reprieve.
Well, I write this because two weeks ago and incident started and at 6 days ( the longest period that I experienced with A-Fib) it did not quit. Two weeks later I am still experiencing the atrial fibrillation!

1) It is very unpleasant and debilitating and 2) the health risk is obviously very high..therefor I am always 'walking on eggshells' as it were, and waiting for the second shoe to drop. Not a nice way to live.
It is obvious that the heart cannot keep this up for years and years...
So, I am asking you for prayer...that when ever you have a free moment please pray that my heart converts back to a normal healthy beat.
And for continued peace and faith in my heart at all times.
Obviously I get attacked by the usual scenarios running through my mind if I allow myself to come under it's power rather than mastering it by the Spirit , and in peace.
Thanks...Helen
====================
"And at midnight Paul and Silas prayed and sang praises unto God... And suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and every one's bands were loosed " Acts 16:25-26
This is God's way. In the darkest hours of the night, His tread draws near across the billows.
As the day of execution is breaking, the angel comes to Peter's cell. When the scaffold for Mordecai is complete, the royal sleeplessness leads to a reaction in favour of the favoured race.
Ah, soul, it may have to come to the worst with thee ere thou art delivered; but thou wilt be delivered!
God may keep thee waiting, but He will ever be mindful of His covenant, and will appear to fulfill His inviolable Word.
~F. B. Meyer ~
Difficulty is the very atmosphere of miracle -- it is miracle in its first stage. If it is to be a great miracle, the condition is not difficulty but impossibility.
The clinging hand of His child makes a desperate situation a delight to Him.