I started reading scripture as a child at about the same time that I participated in my "1st Holy Communion" in the RCC. Some things were written plainly and were easy to understand, but when it came to the prophets and parables, I was often frustrated and confused. I loved the things that Jesus said, but couldn't relate Him to the God that ordered Israel to put the Caananites to "the ban." Many things in scripture seemed contradictory to me as well. When I finally understood and received the good news of salvation , when I committed my soul to Jesus ' care and my life to His service, at the age of 39, I spent 3 years just reading through scripture repeatedly from Genesis to the book of the Revelation and was delighted that the Lord just kept showing me Himself in the pages. Since that time I've never stopped reading the word for more than a few days at a time, and 22 years later the Lord is still opening my eyes to newer understanding and newer applications of His word. I don't spend as much time with prayer requests as I did when I was younger, but prayer is communication with God, so I'd agree that meditation upon His word with illumination by His Spirit is prayer, and prayer in which you receive understanding from Him without necessarily asking. I also just talk to the Lord quite a bit and try to thank Him for every good thing I encounter (and sometimes for the bad things as well as I trust that it's all working for good in the end.)
Thank you for your posts. I believe that you have a pretty mature understanding of the Lord and His way.
Michael,
I taught our faith to children. Catholic children. I can't remember if I've already told you this..if so, sorry for the repeat.
I wanted to tell you that the priest here gave me carte blache to teach what I wanted. Also to a couple of other catechists. We felt the Catechism book was too shaollow.
It certainly didn't teach what you're speaking about above. You never heard the salvation message. All we used to hear is sins, what is sinning, how sinful we are and how we'll go to the hot place if we don't shape up.
My kids learned about the love of God and how He made everything with love. They also learned about sin and how not to use it to hurt Him. I think they fared better than I did when I was also growing up Catholic. (why I was teaching in a catholic church is a long story but the priest knows I'm a little bit Protestant...)
Putting the Caananites to the ban is a whole different story.
However, look at it this way. Because of pressure from Britain, Israel let the Palestinians stay on their home turf back in the 40's.
Look how it's ended up. So God always knows the right thing to do.
But Jesus is our ultimate revelation. We can know God only through Him. The O.T. is not enough. Revelation was in progression.
I enjoy your posts.