i feel like it's too complicated for me to understand i don't get things like the trinity. Jesus being God and The Son Of God. Or how i am suppose to read the bible. if i even know if i am following God and that God is Christ i still don't feel like i am close. i am too scared to pray cause i have uncertainty in mind. can i just give up i will never achieve having a relationship with God. i don't know Who's God Jesus or Jehovah? are they both God. or is Jehovah another name for the Father.
Start with 'milk', the beginning of the word of God.
Ask yourself, Do I believe in creation, and Creator of that creation, see Genesis 1-2?
Ask yourself, Do I believe in Judgment by the Creator, such as in the Judgment of the Flood of Noah, see Genesis 6-9?
Ask yourself, Do I believe in absolutes, such as universal Law of the Kingdom of Creator, see Exodus 20:1-17?
Ask yourself, Do I believe that I (you personally) have at any point transgressed against this universal Law? (lied, coveted, stole, et)
Ask yourself, Do I need a Saviour for having broken the universal Law, the penalty for which is death?
Ask yourself, Do I believe that the Heavenly Father sent His Son (aka Jesus) to be that Saviour?
Ask yourself, Do I believe that my (your) Creator would ever lie to me (you)?
Ask yourself, Do I believe the Creator would tell me what was needful, as parent to child? In otherwords, do I (you) believe the Creator is Love, Just, Faithful, True, etc?
Ask yourself, Do I believe that the Creator is omnipotent, and how it relates to other attributes of character.
Jesus said,
Joh_6:37 All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and
him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.
Joh_14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life:
no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.