Did you feel stronger in Spirit?
Was hoping it would help me remember where to find scriptures. I remember what I've read, but not where to find it. I keep notes but hey, 3 notebooks for 8 books.. just another place to hunt.
um. well i did at the time, but i was seriously drunk on tares ok, thought Jesus was returning, thought Rapture, thought i would become an immortal, i had every definition lined up with mainstream Christianity, iow completely whacked, meaning no offense. But i guess the best way to learn that is to go through it?
or i mean you might examine
why you are even contemplating baptism, and be guided accordingly. Imo if you are walking your path honestly, following Christ will present as a series of like disappointments, lessons in how to do it wrong lol, as weird as that sounds. I did everything wrong, every single thing, before i got the impression i was doing them right. Fwiw there is a real baptism that you will still endure, when you rebound ("repent") i guess, but you may not feel right in your spirit without having done (re-done) the ritual, too. Imo like the Scripture says, "
let it be so for now," which is imo another inspired verse that describes the situation well.