I just wanted to let you guys know...
I really don't know how much time I have left in this life if god calls me out of this life and to my spirit.
my heart is an emotional break down. I feel my entire family and friends are worried about me sincerely worried about me.
I feel I have a message to this entire world. if the world will listen to me.
I really do feel this cold shiver between my physical body and my spirit.
if it means I am going to pass from this life really soon I really gave everything I had in this life.
please don't be concerned for me Just love me the way Jesus would.
Jesus told me he is going to stand by my side in this no matter what he told me this in my spirit not my physical body on earth.
I am going away to a new world after my spirit passes from my physical body.
There is only a matter of time for me. This world will pass away forever but the words of Jesus christ will remain in us.
I have no control over this feeling towards leaving this life because only God does.
But remember giving my heart back to Jesus will cost me everything!!!my existence ,my life,my heart and my soul and spirit.
please live for Jesus every day and live only for him. do not take his love for granted.
No one has to die for Jesus But I am one of these people who did die for Jesus.
I am going to still hang on as much as I can.... my time is not up yet now.
it soon will be.
I love you guys as my christian and non christian friends brothers and sisters.
Thank you for your prayers.
I really don't know how much time I have left in this life if god calls me out of this life and to my spirit.
my heart is an emotional break down. I feel my entire family and friends are worried about me sincerely worried about me.
I feel I have a message to this entire world. if the world will listen to me.
I really do feel this cold shiver between my physical body and my spirit.
if it means I am going to pass from this life really soon I really gave everything I had in this life.
please don't be concerned for me Just love me the way Jesus would.
Jesus told me he is going to stand by my side in this no matter what he told me this in my spirit not my physical body on earth.
I am going away to a new world after my spirit passes from my physical body.
There is only a matter of time for me. This world will pass away forever but the words of Jesus christ will remain in us.
I have no control over this feeling towards leaving this life because only God does.
But remember giving my heart back to Jesus will cost me everything!!!my existence ,my life,my heart and my soul and spirit.
please live for Jesus every day and live only for him. do not take his love for granted.
No one has to die for Jesus But I am one of these people who did die for Jesus.
I am going to still hang on as much as I can.... my time is not up yet now.
it soon will be.
I love you guys as my christian and non christian friends brothers and sisters.
Thank you for your prayers.