Habakkuk was disappointed in God because it seemed like he wasn't doing anything in times of trouble and then decides he'll wait for God's response. He says,
"How long, Lord, must I call for help, but you do not listen? Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save? Why do you make me look at injustice? Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?" Habakkuk 1:2-7
Let me give you a little advice in light of this passage, sister. Job went through similar (actually worse) circumstances, yet never lost his hope in God despite everything he was going through, even when he knew he hadn't sinned before God to cause it all.
Do you know why? Because he was a righteous man. Numerous things stated in the Book reveal that he lived a righteous life, and walked uprightly before God. I know it almost sounds like heresy these days, but it was actually the strength behind his faith. He KNEW he could trust the Lord because A. Job knew He was a just God, and B. He knew he had been living a righteous life, giving to the poor, giving offerings and thanksgivings to God, and keeping himself from sin. Doesn't mean he was sinless, but in general he was living a righteous life before God and walking in obedience to Him.
THAT is why there was great hope in him, when even his wife had no hope and told him to just curse God and die.
I had some experiences fairly recently where EVERYTHING seemed to be going wrong, I mean like everything. I started to wonder if maybe I was under some kind of judgment, because my life is never like that. Usually everything I touch is blessed, and my life runs incredibly smoothly. But suddenly everything seemed like it was going wrong. But there was a faith that rose up in me that refused to believe I was under any supposed judgment and it just overpowered everything that seemed to say I wasn't blessed after all. It's like I couldn't be beaten.
As a result, every single thing that looked like it was going wrong turned around completely, all of it, and I fully recovered back to normal.
The message is, the more closely you walk with the Lord in increasing obedience, the more a faith and hope that absolutely nothing can overcome will rise up in you. If you are a new believer then don't run a guilt trip on yourself if you don't do everything right, but keep doing your best to keep drawing ever closer to the Lord, and if you can try and find your calling and/or some good ministries to operate in, do so. The more you do that, the stronger you will be when dark times come, because you will be able to tell the Devil where to get off, and maintain your faith and trust in God.
Like your avatar. I like the fluffy duck, too, but it's nice to see the face behind the person.
God bless,
Hidden In Him