My name is Daniel and I am a 26-year-old Christian who has been struggling with blasphemy for the past 5 years. Recently it got worse and I spoke what was on my mind or going on internally. Not just once, but 5 times. And my heart feels all contorted now. And I regret it and feel sad. Yet God still speaks to me. Am I guilty?
If you are born again, then don't worry about it.
Think of it like this...
Lets say you have a child.
One day they are older, and one day they are an adult.
Can they say anything that stops them from being your child?
Can they do anything that can stop them from being yours?
You made them.
They came out of your body and into this world.
So, that birth of them, as yours, .. can't be ended, by their behavior or their words.
When we are born again, God had BIRTHED us, as His Son/Daughter.......and we remain so by Spiritual = BIRTH.
Later on.......If we are not perfect, if we are not good, or if we are wonderful people, ... that has no bearing on us being BORN of God.
See that?
Our behavior didn't cause God to take us, and our behavior after we are BORN.....again, by God, has no effect on our Spiritual Birth.
You can never stop being a Child of God as this is a BIRTH, and you can't end a Birth.... as its already completed.