I can imagine what this "kenosis" doctrine may say from what you have said, and just like Calvinism, it is based on half-truths. We should only embrace what is truth, and run as fast as you can from what is false. In your case (and this is not
all ad hominem, just partly) is your spirit is alive because of the truth you received, and shows in your personal life, but you continue to teach the false as well, and it is so ingrained in your mind, you don't know the difference. Because of the truth I KNOW is in you, I sometimes over-try to provoke you. I have the personality of a prophet, like Jeremiah, though, even though I have the gift of prophecy, I have not been given the office of prophet. All you see in me is the wounds I inflict, but as a friend, and don't placate you with the kisses of an enemy. For some reason, you particularly, I want to take under my wing. Just keep reminding me if I go too far with ad hominem, but don't ask me to leave you alone in what Jesus, Himself, called a doctrine that will make you dead. Revelation 3:1. Sardis is the church age of the Reformation, but not all of that period was dead. Revelation 3:4. Walking in white is holiness. That is how you live your life, but not what you teach. Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater, but in the name of Jesus get rid of that poisonous water! I do care about you. I just don't know how to show you when I want to knock some sense into you.