IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER AND OF THE SON AND OF THE HOLY SPIRITHERE I AM AGAIN TO SHARE THE TRUTH OF GOD LOVE20 Year ago, I am one of those who did not believe that GOD is everyway watching very step we make in our daily life. I am born Catholic. But very funny...I don’t believe GOD is here, but I like to go to Church. Every time I attended Sunday mass, I will say to GOD, “GOD, if YOU are here, why are YOU not listen to me and answer me?”. At that time, I felt GOD did not respond to me at all…….Actually GOD answered me in different ways such as miracle things happen in front of me and I did not recognize it from GOD. And I say to myself.. “Very lucky…this is coincident.!!”When ever I see those who are not capable, babies die in childbirth, sick people’s, person is born with a horrible, defect Plagues and earthquakes…I say to myself “This is punishment from GOD”I am QAE assist., one day I rejected about 4 cubic meters ready mixed concrete because the slump too high.. The contractor representative was so angry and he warned me “beware!!! I will kill you!!”.From that day I really scared, every time I worried…his ‘words’ really bothered me, if possible I will put extra eyes at the back of my head….I felt something missing inside me….I keep asking my self…Why this happen to me?? Where is the justice?? I don’t do any mistake?? I rejected that concrete because I know it will cause a big defect in the future…may be the building will collapse due to no quality in the concrete….people will die and GOD definitely will punish me if I don’t reject it.I when to the church for consoling, I really felt upset when one of the church leader said “some time, you have to compromise with others or give and take.”…..I really felt sad. On my way the back home I shout “why I have to compromise or give and take…..GOD will definite punish me!!” That night I was alone at home…so I pray to THE LORD.“I CAN NOT GO ON WITH THIS FEELING….I HAVE DONE THE GOOD THING FOR EVERYBODY BUT WHY PEOPLE ANGRY WITH ME AND WARNED TO KILL ME?? WHY THIS THING HAPPEN TO ME LORD??LORD HELPS ME…. AND PROTECTS ME!! I was so sad and I really crying…..then I heard something whispering in my ear “Open the Bible.” I search for the my bible and I found it and I open, It was James chapter 1 and I start reading verse : 2-8 :-Consider yourselves fortunate, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, which you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. For that person must not suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.And continue on verse 12-27 :-Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am being tempted by God," for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings forth death. Do not be deceived, my beloved brothers. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change Of his own will he brought us forth by the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures. (Hearing and Doing the Word)Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, How to speak, slow to anger; for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore put away all filthiness and rampant wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls. But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets but a doer who acts, he will be blessed in his doing. If anyone thinks he is religious and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his heart, this person’s religion is worthless. Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.Then only I come to know that GOD LOVE ME AND HE IS LISTENING TO ME. HE SAVE ME AND HEALED ME…..The next day…. The Contractor representative with smiling face invites me to inspect their works. And I was so happy….MAY GOD BLESSAMENFROM WATT