Love's the only good second-hand drug...
I would never be that intoxicated though.
I think @Mayflower had a good point and she's right. Proverbs 24:3, "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it." I would be using that ignore button a lot.
You really want to protect your faith and get into studying on your own, too. (If you're not already.) Take in what you can because it can't be taken from you. People can rob you of everything from your money to your time, but if you have to establish roots so that they can't take your faith from you.
"And they have no root in themselves, but endure for a while; then, when tribulation or persecution arises on account of the word, immediately they fall away." - Mark 4:17
So things will come and go but the basic message in Mark is get you some ROOTS! Strong ones. Be a tree.
Keep in mind, people forget that to get the level that they were at it probably took 10-15 years of practice and studying to see things the way they do, and then they want to just get everyone at their level. Well, if it took God 10-15 years to instill that in them, why do they think they can do it for someone else in five minutes through verbal abuse ? It took that long for a reason.
I actually do study on my own believe it or not lol and I actually believe that Satan might be testing me because I think he uses people just like God does and he's wanting to see if all the verbal abuse that I have been receiving will break me so I can't let him do that because it nearly almost did,.. but I can't leave Him. Not now, not after everything that He's done for me and the fact that He's always there for me and even when I can't trust anybody else, I can always trust Him.