Incoherent ... Unorganized and scattered all over the map.
Doctrine is a teaching about one topic. It matters if it is true or not, which is why we have this section. So its okay if it way out there in the limb, But you must pick ONE TOPIC AT A TIME. Introduce it, define it, break it down ask questions, discuss pros and cons, but be organized. Otherwise people will just think your a scatter-brain, spouting out nonsense. It is like putting a dozen unrelated things in one sentence and expecting people to understand. When I was a teenager, I was a hippy and if I heard something like what you wrote I would think, "Wow,. this guy is deep ... poetic ... Far out ... Gimme some of those hallucinogenic mushrooms man so I can trip right along with ya".
Here is a list of your fragmented topics for which you do not explain or elaborate on any:
1.The Bride ...?
2. The mystery ...?
3. The artist ... the painting ... ?
4. Satan is Saturn, death, the serpent who eats his children and time itself, worshipped by all nations... ?
5. The singularity theory... ?
6. God created the physical realm in 6 days ... He rested ... ?
7. Did He wake up ... ?
8. He is the spider?
9. He is creating the past in the future?
10. Back to Saturn, the cloud rider, the curse, who destroyed civilization in a flood and now his cult rules the planet...?
11. I am a Catholic, not a Christian, I know works ... ?
12. The Mother church will be saved ...?
13. Protestants are rebels ..
14. There are two gods, the Sun and Saturn, which is the whole system of Astrology ...?
15. The Black Hole ... The only singular thing ..?
16. The rapture ... The divider ..
17. Paradise is entropy ... ?
18. Back to Satan again ... Let him go ... Be thrown into the Lake of Fire ... ?
19. Back to Mary, the mother goddess ... worship her ...?
20. We are not appointed to wrath ...?
21. 666 is only bad,,man's number ...?
22. The Saturn Christ is Santa Claus?
23. A book by Donna Henes ... ?
24. The black cube of Mecca ...,when you unfold a cube it is a cross ... ?
25. Star of David ... ?
26. Gospel of Thomas ...
27.,Babylon falls ...,30 pieces of silver
PICK ONE TOPIC!
>>> If you cannot and your thoughts are really this scattered all the time, you need to pray to God to be able to focus on one thing at a time, mental clarity and order, guidance and direction. Speak to a priest and ask him for help. Print this post out and hand it to him and he will know what to do. If he cannot help you, he will refer you to a mental health professional.