You are the “Grace Rejector”—- Grace does not exist in your world unless you can show that you don’t need it....you demand that people “ merit” something thst by definition can never be Merited....YOU are the one that “ holds back” the Grace of God.....you say it does not cover “Willful Sins” ....If it doesn’t .....you , me and the entire world are without hope....most of your sins are “ willful” and even though that is terrible , the Blood Of Jesus has got them covered...
If you were ever a Believer for one second , the Holy Spirit was behind it , and you obtained the eligibility and you qualified as one who has “ passed from Death unto Life” —- Jesus promised that you “ ALREADY” have Eternal Life and shall “ NEVER come under Condemnation”
When Jesus says something, “ it’s forever settled in Heaven” .......good luck trying to dismantle a Promise Of Jesus....despite the fact that a “ Scoundrel” might slip through the cracks.....if you were closer to God, you would know that we are all “ Scoundrels”.....isn't Grace Amazing ?